[FREE] Sad Storytelling Eminem Type Beat - 'SUICIDAL THOUGHTS' (prod. H1TMAN)

Hey, i need to buy it, if i want to cut this?

ghzart lrabi madit kafi
ned3i lshabi eli tsafi
khir seba9 snin ykafi
wena bin enar eli edafi

Bin enar éli tekwi
Bin lghadara éli techwi
Bin m5a5 fel mochkel techri
Bin 9loub fhmoumha techki

Ghara9 Wel mouja neketni
Khara9 Wel 9owa gharetni
Ama Be9i 3ini louta
Netfaker nesi dazetni

N'es jebet atrah
N'es bhmoum enes terteh
N'es ta3ref t7aker
N'es ta3ref edewi jra7

N'es kol t3ich kif kif
Ama lma3den mesh kifkif
3ana n'es tafrah bdhif
Ama edhif mahouch ndhif

Jina men barcha blayes
W tlamina fel bloc
Wenti 3andek krarez
T7awel tokhrej M choc

Gamer lrachma Tji mlih
Daber rachfa 9bal ma tchi7
Daber saheb ywesik
Nhar tedhye9 w bik eti7

LKlem éli mche m3a ldhahk
Tfakertou wena mkarez
Lflous éli tnasi edahk
Weli t3almek zeda tfarez

Weli t3almek ta9ra hsebek
Weli t3almek Alf hseb
Ki t9aren rouhek b andedek
Dher mazelet fel koteb

Eli met rteh w thana
Weli 3ayesh mesh merteh
Ltawa Be9i yetmana
Ltawa Be9i ylawej fel mefteh

Theb flous Ma tjich blesh
Capitalek Baz t3ab
Theb mosmar fi hit
Kol chhar flous tetsab

To93ed wehed Mel 9ati3
Testana chbebek ydhi3
Tfi9 brouhek Ken kbert
Tetman Tarja3 radhi3

9alou L3inin m'a tekdhebch
Weli 9albou behi m'a yet3ebch
Weli mo5o te3eb 3al mahboul m'a yebeedsh

Well it's December
I really do remember
Us at the park
Our favorite song was
Well I can't think if the name of it now
All I know is it's been 4 years
Where the hell is my call
Why haven't you texted
I reached out a couple times
This ain't like you
I wrote an entire album
Got your name on it too
How have you not heard it
Everything I ever wrote was for you
I know you too well
Usually you'd be happy to hear from me
What's Changed
Something on ya mind
I get it
Maybe I did something you didn't like
Whatever it is
Can we just talk it out
All this nonsense
Your friends hate me
No really
Is it something I did
Cuz
Well it's December
I really do remember
Us at the park
Our favorite song was
Well I can't think if the name of it now
All I know is it's been 4 years
Where the hell is my call
Why haven't you texted
I deleted every pic and text
What do I gotta do next
Forget about you
Well I can't
Cuz it's been hard to stop daydreaming
When ya so damn perfect
In every way
Baby you're worth it
Anyways gotta go
But there's one last thing
Well it's December
I really do remember
Us at the park
Our favorite song was
Well I can't think if the name of it now
All I know is it's been 4 years
Where the hell is my call
Why haven't you texted
Why

Going To Buy It Soon For Personal Life Story Track❤

All those times I wish I’d spoke better to my mother
She’s been there when my father wouldn’t really bother
Now I’m getting old and I feel the end is getting colder
Maybe if daddy would’ve been a bit more sober
We wouldn’t have to deal with eating leftovers
I’m always dreaming of a reality where money isn’t tight
Where I’d open the fridge and it ain’t empty at night
Where we’re together and not worry about paying the light
But it’s just a dream, which means I’ll have to fight

I been Feeling so hopeless, addiction to being the dopest, I dont wanna take orders like a hostess But I can host this show, til the curtain closes thats a curtain call and everyone knows this.

Inside of my Mind I find No Sense of Divine intervention at times,thinking to think theres no god is there really a crime?, if im as curious as everybody else in this present time maybe ill blow up your mind oh nevermind, never mine, I need to think and take my time, Like I watch a Robbery Tape where I stole your time, Im like Banker It makes sense every time, Six Senses intwined, to make me feel like a Soggy cracker without the cheese and the wine, Yea Im a Salt Teen all the Time, while assualting up a new ryhme, you wanna go babyed I say its all in due time... 9 Months of Labor like Your Served a Past Due Warrant for your arrest, I Try to entertain the best I can but I just wanna l a Rest,throw a Footstool up at your dome to say we kick it at best, Im a Gambler Cards Close to my chest, like Treasure I guess, And If you Cross Me you've Never been blessed, bad or allergies , I can attest, I Try my best do what I can but im Rolling like Pinhead Larry, and Feeling like Dirty dan, Tryna Sponge bob and weave best that I can Absorb that knowledge to Be a Better man a Patrick star, ive Hit Bikini Bottom, and Dont you dare to draw like the strings on a swimsuit holding up your mothers Bra, Cause like Her Chest, If I need a lil support who can I call? Not Ghostbusters at All Spirits raised through duels every fucking draw, I dont hate Everybody who did me Wrong I just wanna get even with yall... So Till then Im Left With a Sense of Withdrawal....I Make Contact But Nobody Calls Fuck it guess When I battled myself inside... I grew some balls.. So for whom the Bell Tolls, is those that fall ... Guess you Can Say that I'd beat my own ass in a Brawl...

So what makes you think you could own me at all?

Like USA likes to ryme ❤

Together 4 ever❤

We zijn met motros op de strip, heel de blok die is lit
100K dat is niks, die kleintjes van me zijn spits
Ze werken op je voor niks, hij weet van Rico of van Mitch
Hij wordt bedijt en gepist, broer we rijden op die bitch
Ik hou het gangster tot kist, we pakken watchas op list
We zijn met motros op de strip, heel de blok die is lit
100K dat is niks, die kleintjes van me zijn spits (pa, pa, pa)
Ze werken op je voor niks, hij weet van Rico of van Mitch
Hij wordt bedijt en gеpist, broer we rijden op diе bitch
Ik hou het gangster tot kist, we pakken watchas op list (list)
We sturen het op, we laten het landen
M'n jongens zitten vast in Spanje, 10 bands aan Champagne
Tis me eindelijk gelukt (Gelukt, ay)
We sturen het op, we laten het landen
M'n jongens zitten vast in Spanje, 10 bands aan Champagne
Tis me eindelijk gelukt (Gelukt)
Snij pakketten af met druk
We gooien muren door de lucht, zelfmoord hoe ik vlucht
Zet meldkamer onder druk, zet meldkamer onder druk
Geef die kleine net 'n rug, zitten tijd, niemand tucht
Big jobs, effe klus
Ze bezwijken onder druk, ik laat ze zien hoe het lukt
We zijn met motros op de strip, heel de blok die is lit (ay)
100K dat is niks, die kleintjes van me zijn spits
Ze werken op je voor niks, hij weet van Rico of van Mitch
Hij wordt bedijt en gepist, broer we rijden op die bitch
Ik hou het gangster tot kist, we pakken watchas op list (ay, ay)
We sturen het op, we laten het landen
M'n jongens zitten vast in Spanje, 10 bands aan Champagne
Tis me eindelijk gelukt
We sturen het op, we laten het landen
M'n jongens zitten vast in Spanje, 10 bands aan Champagne
Tis me eindelijk gelukt
Zonder t-shirt op Spyder, in me bagga 10 bij me
Zeg die man ''Kom me kijken'', beter laat 't niet lijken
Bossen batras in VIP
MC, kom met me driver, drie barkie ben spits
RS'jes, twee pijpen, ik heb nog eentje hiero bij me
Kom proberen en ik klik
Alleen maar crossers op de strip, ik heb papier, ik heb wit
Die bitch weet we doen dit, ik wacht alleen op groen licht
Zeg die mannen, ''Zit rustig''
Tp'tjes om de wrist, genoeg ballas in de clip
Bro we rijden op die bitch, die honderd doezoe dat is niks
Twee doezoe voor me kicks
We zijn met motros op de strip, heel de blok die is lit
100K dat is niks, die kleintjes van me zijn spits
Ze werken op je voor niks, hij weet van Rico of van Mitch
Hij wordt bedijt en gepist, broer we rijden op die bitch
Ik hou het gangster tot kist, we pakken watchas op list

(Lyrics van KA)

Its bitter but acceptance is better
❤

I wake up, wrong side of the bed
All these evil thoughts roaming in my head
Search for peace, all I find is dread
Even my own momma, wishes I was dead
Hard, is the game of life
They stab you like Brutus with the tip of a knife
That’s why you stay hidden like the dead of the night
Cause haters can’t see without no sight
Understood? never thought u would
I did everything that I, thought I could
Using all your muscle to make it out the rubble
Nothing in this life can come without a struggle

(Let me know your thoughts down below maybe I’ll come back and add some more) stay strong my friends

The only reason I'm writing this
Is so this evening I won't be fiending to buy some piss
My mind is shifty, it's so deceiving at times
I know it's feeding me lies but it's so depleting to try resist
I'm overheating but finding drips
I'd go to sleep but I won't succeed 'cause it's 9-6
I'd like to visit my bros but even if I were to go and meet em tonight
I'd just know to see them's a heightened risk
I'm so over leading this life I live
I'm over seeing these rhymes exist
I'm overeating them, over and freaking ovеr
I'm over not being sober, I'm ovеr being a whiney bitch
I just flow the beat, just the time it ticks
And flick a lighter, the smoke releases inside my lips
This ain't for likes or loaded streams or subscriber clicks
I'm just tryna cope, that's the only reason I'm writing this



Tate McRae 'Greedy' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified

[Verse 2]
The only reason I'm writing this
Is so this evening there's no proceeding to slice my wrist
My mind is shifty, I know I'm needing a psyche
But I don't believe that they're right so there's no receiving advice they give
They might insist on a slow increase when I try to quit
'Cause when I do I've been prone to seizures and violent fits
Prescribed a fix, I hope this treatment is right
The dosage seems to be light and there's no repeats for these type of scripts
Now there's no reliefs so the vices switched
No more meds, I'm just overeating and lighting cigs
So defeated, I'm over being at home where I'm only seeing a sofa
But know it beats the asylum bricks
So I chose to speak to this mic a bit
Though I was tired, it spoke to me like a cyclist
This ain't for hype or a post you see when you're liking clips
I'm just tryna cope, this the only reason I'm writing this

Staying out of your head don't put yourself in your self in prison ❤❤❤

Como vamos mi princesa hoy me acordé de ti pensé todo lo que hice ahí mismo me arrepenti recuerdo la última vez que tus labios yo senti aunque a pasado tanto tiempo que ya ni piensas en mi

Ya han pasado tantos meses si extraño que me beses, no pienso azararte mejor dicho bebé ni te estreses,solo quería decirte algo a ver si con esto me comprendes que no será lo mismo cuando te vea nuevamente.

Sabía desde el inicio que no somos ni seremos, pero todos los recuerdos esos si serán eternos, sé que no somos perfectos, nos paramos en pretextos apesar de tanto tiempo no aprendimos a querernos.

Y no lo niego, cuando estoy contigo yo no se qué es más bello si el color azul del cielo o el color de tu cabello o el de tus lindos ojos que interpretan un destello.

Ya ni te conozco, sé que has cambiado pero quiero conocerte y que vuelvas a mi lado, que cuando veo lo que subes yo me quedo hechizado, de todo he intentado sé que soy el indicado la mujer que más amo la mujer que he deseado.

Un domingo a las nueve estoy ansioso para cuando tus labios de nuevo pruebe pero será como morir de sed mientras veo como llueve.

Y se, que no vas a volver, pero déjate querer que si llego a la cima quiero que sea con usted, no piense que estando allá arriba seguire a su merced.

que así sea, eres mi libertad y mi condena, no quiero a nadie solo quiero te quiero a ti nena, si te dedicaba fondo blanco antes de irme de escuela, que si alguien te toca esta Beretta si se estrena.

Ahora sin pensar, este ijueputa amure no me deja consentrar, y no quiero ser vulgar pero la luna me dice que te tengo que llamar y buscar.

Todo lo que yo he perdido, te alejas y te alejas yo me hago el distraído, creo que cupido me flecho y es obvio que contigo.

Me cuestiono y ya ni puedo ser tu amigo, ya no sales de mi pecho es un tormento y martirio y lo digo extraño cada tarde acostado en tu ombligo

Soy un hombre, no sé qué es lo que me escondes talvez si me meto en wiros es pa que oigas mi nombre

Solo se, que aún no se va tu olor aunque he buscado en mil mujeres ninguna tiene tu sabor, sé que ya eres mayor, ya se me fue valor tu eras mi princesa ahora a todas les digo amor.

Dices que me odias pero tús ojos no mienten sabes bien lo que digo perfectamente eres diferente, lo sé de corazón me inspira locura ternura y satisfacción no es porque sean tus besos es porque besas con pasión

Yo pienso y recuerdo todo lo que hemos vivido cuando me besas me abrazas para no sentir el frio

Id rather a nine go bang than go a suicidal way
Through a tired old gate in mosco lake my whole body inside those waves for five cold days
Before five oh know you drived on waves
If you drive dont drink and if you find yo skank
In the bed with a guy dont shank and if your mind on gon blank
Dont grab that pill bottle by yo sink just chill idle lie low wait
Get your alibis and lies on page its a psycho rage

Procurei, eu tentei, só não sei
Se eu fiz,
o mais acertado na verdade.
Corri atrás de ti, son go follow your dreams, mas mãe acho que fiquei pela metade.

Primo não venhas atrás de mim,
Não sou nem nunca vou ser exemplo,
Procura tornar te um homem forte, sem vícios e sem medos.

Não cries rancor nem procures um olhar pesado
A vida é foda, a felicidade é um sentimento cada vez mais raro.

Não dependas de uma substância para te sentires feliz.
A felicidade reside onde tu menos esperas,
E quando te sentires infeliz
Quero que leias estas palavras pares um bocado e te lembres de quem eras.

Não precisas desse olhar forçado
Eu entendo porque te desesperas
não fiques envergonhado
Aprendes quando erras.
Eu estou aqui do lado
Na luta contra essas feras
Estou aqui para te dar a mão
Quando menos esperes

💌

Hell,takes,shape
You’re trapped in this place
With no e-scape
You try to, run, to save, your face

Hell has no escape, you’re trapped in this place, til death calls upon your name

I need an asylum, i need an escape, I’m not talking bout that crazy place

Death told me something in my ear. What he said struck me down with fear. Clock is ticking so my time is near.


“Grab that rope come along with me”. I felt I choked, couldn’t even breathe.

U cold my g

Mon gars, j'écris mes pensées
Dans le rap j'me suis lancé
C'était pas pour danser
Plutôt pour évacuer
Souffrance que j'avais accumulé
24 09, sur la tempe, mili 9
J'suis en chien comme dans Titeuf
Ma belle, t'as faillis commettre un meurtre
Ce poème en guise de cette alibi
C'était pas joyeux comme Alibi
Souffrance comme dans Walibi
On s'fait la, guerre, comme dans Sibérie
Remy d'auber berçait mes oreilles, quand j'étais duper
Mes démons faut qu'j'les fasse tairent
Car, mes sentiments me guidairent
J'ai porté mon corps dans une civière
Mon coeur perdu dans une rivière
Mon être, dans une pièce sombre avec une bière
La j'ai mon coeur qui fond
Je me sens comme Sifon
Pour accepter ton départ j'ai du boire une centaine de fus
9 mili dans mon coeur t'as tiré

J'ai ramené toutes mes affaires en pensant que tu serais la dernière femme qu'allait rentrer dans ma vie
J'ai boycotté mes potes en pensant qu'tu serais la dernière femme qu'j'allais aimer dans ma vie
Mon coeur il est blessé
Ma belle toi t'as tiré
Enfait tu m'as blessé, niqué



Le 2ème couplet mon cœur est essoufflé
Car avec mes sentiments tu t'en es amusé
J'te croyais bien enfait t'étais rusé
Ton prénom est dans tous mes versets
Toute ma haine, j'ai finis par deversé
Car tous ces mots me pesait en moi
J'avais besoin de parler à mon siamoi

The beat is really nice but there is a sound that never stops, why did you put this bro? (Dit, dit, dit, dit) very nice beat, it's messed up

Great job on this🔥 you have my sub💯

I ain't been the same, I can't explain it, but it's true
The pain I been thru brought the game I'm into
And I don't know if I'mma make it
Lately I been feeling vacant

You ever been Stuck inside your own mind, doesnt matter where you looking never able to find a way to climb back up from behind, on the steep decline start losing tract of the time, keep living in the past wishing that you could rewind, think i know what johnny meant when he said he walk the line, and id be lying if i told you i was fine, trying to protry myself as giant to hide the emptiness thats eating me inside, having thoughts of dying and contemplating trying, wondering who would even notice if one day that path is chosen, cant seem to get my mind to focus on anythibg other then these emotions, wish i could i say im only joking, but inside feeling broken, thinking bout overdosing, tired of just coasting by even wrote a goodbye note, tears falling out my eyes grow steady, and i guess now im ready

Beautiful melody

Big 🔥

Fire brow 🔥❤️

Not a tear
Falls from his eyes
Yet the darkest thoughts are crossing his mind , memories like movie scenes The man he used to be
Staring into a broken mirror dont reflect a damn thing nothing is as it seems like a nightmarish dream no escape from reality losing his sanity
Numb inside
Nothings brings a vibe
Nothing makes him feel alive
Except when hes high
He knows his loved ones can tell when he aint alright
And Latley thats been all the time
Doesnt want to hurt
His mother no longer
Whos terminally ill wishin he was stronger lashing out on His father
Long distance phone calls with his sister and brothers
They all got issues that wont resolve with tissues
Dont matter if he says the words i miss you
Still they cant save him from himself
He put himself inside this cell in his personal hell
So 3 past midnight strike
He headed towards the crossroads with only one thing on his mind
Suicide

Muy buenoo !!! 👏👏👏