Lewis Capaldi x Lauv type beat - "Broken" | Emotional Piano Ballad 2020 | FREE

Sir can I use this music in my lyrics

هيو اجا اليوم العيد
و انت اليوم عني بعيد
لو كلهم جنبي بدونك وحيد
الليل بدونك غريب
و انا بهمي غَريق
لسّا ضايع بهالطريق

صوتي بطل الك مسموع
لما حسيت ما في رجوع
بأي قاموس الحب ممنوع ؟

انت الخير لكل الاعوام
شعرك الهامي بالكلام
طيفك بخلي قلبي ينام

خليني اسرح بهالعنين
خليني اغفى بين هالايدين
تعي طلعي مني كل هالليل

كل عام و انتِ بخير
كل عام و انا بالويل
صدقي بدونك فش فيي حيل

صوتك شو نفسي اغفى
حلمي اعيش بعيونك جنة
رسالة بس بتخليني انسى
بَحبك ، حضل احبك
ما في ع بَحرنا مَرسى

I found what it was like
So hopeless, so lonely I must admit
Yeah
Somewhere beneath the starts that stay shinning
I fought for my life
To keep pushing on when no one believed in me
I’m alive, and well
I’m alive, and we’ll Now

I burned some bridges that stretched a mile wide
Never to bat an eye at those who laughed at my demise
Ohh can tell you got this babe
I’m one phone call away
You’ll never climb up that hill alone
I’ll always pick up the phone.
Weather it’s night or day, your not alone.

this is just some background on my lyrics cause it wont really make sense: So all my life I've been bullied for being lighter than what black people should be and everywhere even at school people will say I'm 'white' and I'm not black, and that 'i wish i was black', they call me things like 'albino monkey' and just don't believe me when i tell them my ethnicity, and recently it got worse when we were all partying for last day of school and one of the girls started laughing at me saying 'imagine the whitey dancing' and i just couldn't move or breathe i just felt so alone, my friends were comforting me, but they wont actually ever understand, and i cant even be myself, my culture without being insecure on what people think, and no one can really know how i feel so here is the lyrics i made to the song hoping that people will understand me through music:

NEVER BE FREE

(Verse 1)
Do you ever wake up on the left side

Ever only get to cry at night?

Do you ever cry yourself to sleep

Wondering how its everybody but me?

And how you’ll never be enough

(Pre Chorus)


And I've been trying to let you know you aren't the only one who's hurting too

And we all have that sentimental feeling, but when we're hurt it always falls

And it hurts I know but...

(Chorus)


Even when it hurts, I cry

Even when I smile, I feel dead inside

Even when I'm about to breathe

I feel everyone's eyes surrounding me

And it's suffocating how I'll never be me

I'm out in the world but I'll never be free

And I'll never be happy if I can't be me~

(Bridge)


(And I can't take the judging its making me nervous


I feel the anxiety that I'll never be enough is calling out my fears its hurting me)

(lighter verse)

And I'm tired so done

I'm already tired of the world were so hung up on

(Verse 2)


And I don’t look the same I'm hardwired that way

But if we had switched the cables, I would treat you the same

And I don’t wanna breathe

In case you say I'm out of place

And I could say I'm proud

But that would be a lie

Its hard to love yourself

When everyone says they hate it

And I'm already a disgrace if I know I'll never make it

And people will look and judge and it's hard to live your life if it's already a lie

(Bridge 2)


And I've been trying to let go of all the names I've been called but it's hard to try and smile at all

And we all have that judgmental side but when it shows it always hurts

Cause being scared isn't as easy as it looks..

(Chorus)


Even when it hurts, I cry

Even when I smile, I feel dead inside

Even when I'm about to breathe

I feel everyone's eyes surrounding me

And it's suffocating how I'll never be me

I'm out in the world but I'll never be free

And I'll never be happy if I can't be me~

(Bridge)


(And I can't take the judging its making me nervous

I feel the anxiety that I'll never be enough is calling out my fears its hurting me)

(End)


I'm tired don’t wanna live why can’t I be treated like any other human being?


:) Thanks for reading it!

we tried our best
and you say that’s all that matters
we made it this far
and this is our happy ever after
we experienced
we loved
we hated
but you’re so happy to have had me
and im so grateful to have had you
and if this is the end
i just want you to
know

im your biggest fan
and i’ll show up to ever show
i’ll be there when you get married
be there when you have kids
i’ll be the one you call
when it all gets too much
and if it feels like the worlds gonna fall
i’ll be the one you end it with

i’m so sad to have lost you
but so thankful for the time we had
i’m so devastated to lose you
but
you’ll always be my person
and for that i’m glad

[Chorus]

All I ever did was be by your side
And all I ever did was ask you why
You left me behind
You refused to answer
All I ever did was give you my heart
Devoted my whole life
All I ever did was ask you why you left me behind
And you refused to answer

What do I do when I can’t figure out
What do I say when my minds inna drought
All of these thoughts of you
Do you still think of me too
One by one it’s comes tumbling down
If its lost was it ever found
Was it ever found
Remember when we lay back
Remember when we’d chill
Staring at the stars it wasn’t that big a deal
Do you really feel what I feel?
Do you really know what I know
Got the devil on my shoulders and he’s not letting go
Day by day I’m getting older bolder I’m smarter then I use to be
On my road to being free
On my road to being me
I seize it’s getting harder to believe
That I’m sailing all these seas
Got begging me begging on my knees
Ima tell you the truth
He can’t kiss you like I kiss you
He can’t love you like I do
He can’t look you in the eyes and tell you just be you
It’s true
I can see it in the blue
Hiding lies behinds disguises
Ya you don’t know what to do

Height that I'll never reach

my name is M4E. I will be the biggest artist in the world. Manifestation is real. Mark my words. ✨

I wrote a song to this and I would love it if you would check it out on my page

what key is this in?

How do you make these ?

Und es ist alles deine Schuld von Anfang an
Doch es tut dir nicht leid
Machst du Fehler, soll ich dir verzeihen
Doch mach' ich Fehler, lässt du mich allein
Nur du lässt mich allein
Es tut mir nicht leid
Es tut mir nicht leid
Es tut mir heute nicht

Ich weiß nicht, Baby, dein Handy auf lautlos
Immer, wenn ich anruf', du siehst das, ich lauf' los
Auf dem Weg zu deiner Wenigkeit
Egal, worum es ging, es tat mir immer leid
Und du hörst mich weinen, sagst: „Bitte bleib noch“
Siehst mich leiden, „Bitte bleib doch“
Nur für dich noch geblieben
Immer, wenn wir streiten, war das nicht Liebe
Ich weiß, du kennst das von früher nicht anders
In deiner Kindheit war Streit ein Anlass
Einen Menschen zu hassen
Doch machst du was falsch, packst du trotzdem die Taschen

Heut' bin ich stärker
Alles, was dich bricht, macht dich härter
Und ich will nur, dass du weißt

Und es ist alles deine Schuld von Anfang an
Doch es tut dir nicht leid
Machst du Fehler, soll ich dir verzeihen
Doch mach' ich Fehler, lässt du mich allein
Nur du lässt mich allein
Es tut dir nicht leid
Es tut dir nicht leid
Es tut dir heute nicht

Und immer, wenn du einsam warst
War ich dann nicht für dich da?
Meine Ketten von dir
Doch ich leg' sie dir heute noch vor deine Tür
Ein Platz, den ich kannte, zum letzten Mal sah
Ein Platz, den man nannte „Geliebt, doch vertan“
Ich war so verliebt, ich weiß auch, wieso
Ich suchte in dir mich selbst irgendwo

Heut' bin ich stärker
Alles, was dich bricht, macht dich härter
Und ich will nur, dass du weißt

Und es ist alles deine Schuld von Anfang an
Doch es tut dir nicht leid
Machst du Fehler, soll ich dir verzeihen
Doch mach' ich Fehler, lässt du mich allein
Nur du lässt mich allein
Es tut dir nicht leid
Es tut dir nicht leid
Von Anfang an deine Schuld
Und es tut dir nicht leid
Machst du Fehler, soll ich dir verzeihen
Doch mach' ich Fehler, lässt du mich allein
Nur du lässt mich allein
Es tut mir nicht leid
Es tut mir nicht leid
Es tut mir heute nicht leid

Hello !! I LOVE this beat!!!! I posted on my channel my song with this beat (and of course credit you)! Thank yiou for inspiring me everyday, you really deserve more views, keep up the good work <3 <3

Is it possible to upload me singing to this with my own lyrics? ofc I’ll give you credit of course lol I love your beats I freestyle to them none stop honestly amazing ❤️❤️

What are the chords to this?

So this not My mail account But my name is Satz Zee and I am a musician in Nigeria you can Google me😊 So I was thinking of using your complete full Lewis Beats for my titok video

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Hello, I was wondering if by any chance I can purchase this song from you. I wrote lyrics to it and would like to purchase it directly from you. Even after purchasing (to fully own the instrumental) I will still give credit to you and also share your beats with others as well. Please let me know cause it would be wonderful if I can purchase this beat from you.

what’s the key

This reminds me of Train Wreck by James Arthur. It's beautiful

waking up the sitting homeless i was Longley life i never had friends never never going one friend why do you leve down now dont have love in live the lonnley lifeless why do nothing in was the person who who saved ded in the house now the put in the coffin ded in my own bed ded a lonely life life lonely time alone

ooooòooò wake up morning siting bed tack dint see a heart attack going in car with blackout eyes were did my memories go mem mem mem memories oooooooo wake up morning siting bed tack dint see a heart attack going in car with black out eyes were did my memories go mem mem mem memories memories going in the ded sitting with homeless gang gang gangster on street going up the beat oòooooooooo up up up i dint see there let die in a house peace it was ded ded ded ded ded de homeless oo ded oo ded yeah yeH yeah going the check

Hey I wrote a song to this. How do I give you your credit?

If you see my cracks will you fix me before im broken
Or will you help them shatter me into pieces
I try to be strong but i can feel myself falling apart
I wish i could turn back time right back to the start

Help me im fallling im falling im falling apart
I wish i could just go back to the start
Help me im falling, im falling, inm falling apart
Please help me get back to the start

I dont know where i am going
The fear is theres no way of knowing
Will you shine the light and lead the way
Or will you disappear and leave me blind

Help me im falling im falling im falling apart
I wish i could go back to the start
Help me im falling im falling im falling apart
Please help me get back to the start

mmhmh mhhmh
Look now out over stilled water
Tell me how far we've come
Take me back let me remember
When we were young all we lost
When life was tender
Every passing moment leaves me with a bitterness on my tongue
love leave me here to find myself among those rising stars
oh let my heart run free
fill me up laughter
Shattered breath
Jagged wounds
Heal me love with all that matters
with love
place all those shadows beneath me
tell me what it means to run without these shackles on my feet
Oh I can hardly breath its these memories that keep me holding on to what is lost
You see
I have since learned to love,
See my emptiness
All of of my jagged mess
Can you love me when I'm shattered
Mmmhmh
Mhmhmhmh

Mmhmh
Mmhmhmh
Looking over the stilled waters
I wonder how far you've come
Every second,every moment takes me back to when we where young
Oh how I choose to remember all those starry nights

I can use this ? I pay of course

like they all said, it’s okay
maybe one day things will be, greattt

forget about the past, you don’t need it
think of the future, can’t you see it (hey)

but right now i am falling apart
but they don’t care, they look past it all
look past it all

i’m stuck in this place, i can’t get out
they are all above me looking down
but i can’t even ask for help

i’m sitting here broken
i just wanna be alone for
one more minute, one more minute
i was was all that i had
so please let me be
by myself for
one more minute one more minute

i just want it to be me, i don’t want nobody
to try and talk to me, try and talk to me.
i don’t need the advice
you just tell me to think twice
i want the best for me, and you never did.

there’s so many people surrounding me
but i still feel so lonely
so lonely

then do it again:)

I love it

I cried thank you 🙏

see the way he looks at look, is that worth more then we used too.
I didn’t expect you to find someone new, remember the times we had cause ik I do.
sitting here feeling all alone, thought this was just a postpone.
I hate to say that we’ve out grown, but ig now I’m all on my own

(Updated) My voice is gone but I don’t remember the last time I spoke
Went in a million straight lines there’s no ending to these woods wherever I go
alone and lost, where do I mean when I say I want back home

I finally cave in and light a match to the sky
send a signal, feels like hours no planes have gone by
I like the warmth so I don’t question why
There’s a blood red burning through my lids when I close my eyes

subconsciously maybe I did on purpose but suddenly

everything is on fire, but I’m still somehow breathing
I can move but I can’t do anything
all I see for miles are burning trees
no one in sight but I start to hear screams
I always tried so hard but a hero I could never be
because I’m asking for the same pain I see
I’m begging but I can’t feel a thing
there I go always leaving behind trails of gasoline

better than where I was before even if they know it was me
will they bring handcuffs when, if help is even coming

where do I even start in a forest full of flames
I created them but I'm the one who needed help in the first place

Just vulnerable and now I’m the villain
why do I see dimming in the distance why this isn’t killing

me, the lights almost out and I’m still exactly where I was
in the dark again so I swallow my pride and reach for the matches

Hey.....how can I purchase this beat?

You and I went out for a ride
With suspicious minds
Didn’t know we would be back 3 a clock at night
Dint know anything at that time
I'm just like you. I enjoy the forbidden fruits in life, too.     
Do he kiss you like I do?

I play scenes in my head
You and me in my bed
We both sees red
We left it unread

You where never suppose to mean so much to me
Now I’m down on my knees
I think of things I can say
Someday?

Promise me this
In another life
Promise me this
In another place
I can kiss your gorges face
Cause this is more than just a girl crush fase. X2
Promise me this
In another time
Promise me this
In another universe
We don’t have this curse
I want to sing a happier verse.

I’m jealous thinking about his arms around your waist
Toxic waist
He gets to call you darling in a public place
I’m stuck in this small space

Promise me this, love me like your last kiss
Cause I can’t stand having another life without you, I would drown.
And I know Chemistry needs good timing
And I know, we will always be unfinished business

Promise me this
Promise me this in another life

You and I went out for a ride
With suspicious minds
Didn’t know we would be back 3 a clock at night
Dint know anything at that time
I'm just like you. I enjoy the forbidden fruits in life, too.     
Do he kiss you like I do?

I play scenes in my head
You and me in my bed
We both sees red
We left it unread

You where never suppose to mean so much to me
Now I’m down on my knees
I think of things I can say
Someday?

Promise me this
In another life
Promise me this
In another place
I can kiss your gorges face
Cause this is more than just a girl crush fase. X2
Promise me this
In another time
Promise me this
In another universe
We don’t have this curse
I want to sing a happier verse.

Promise me this, love me like your last kiss
Cause I can’t stand having another life without you, I would drown.
And I know Chemistry needs good timing
And I know, we will always be unfinished business

You and I went out for a ride
With suspicious minds
Didn’t know we would be back 3 a clock at night
Dint know anything at that time
I'm just like you. I enjoy the forbidden fruits in life, too.     
Do he kiss you like I do?

I play scenes in my head
You and me in my bed
We both sees red
We left it unread

You where never suppose to mean so much to me
Now I’m down on my knees
I think of things I can say
Someday?

Promise me this
In another life
Promise me this
In another place
I can kiss your gorges face
Cause this is more than just a girl crush fase. X2
Promise me this
In another time
Promise me this
In another universe
We don’t have this curse
I want to sing a happier verse.

I just made some lyrics on this, its on my instagram @Priskrt Im not kidding, for anyone who needs someone right now. I love you

Confess that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart the God raised him from the dead, and you will be saved.
Repent of your sins. ("Repent" is Latin. It means "To Turn Away." Turn away from your sins, refuse to go back to who you once were.)
Be baptized. (Be completely submerged under water)
And the Holy Spirit will gift you.              
This is important, remember this,  JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU

Mais au fond...j'suis juste brisée
Ouais j'ai touché le fond j'sais plus comment exister
J'répète mais l'monde est con et moi une putain d'brisée.
Merde !
De toute façon je suis le style de personne
Je tourne en rond j'attends juste que mon heure sonne
Vous êtes lassés de moi et d'entendre les mêmes choses
Sachez que tous les mois j'me bats contre les mêmes causes.
J'ai des modèles et ce sont tous des poètes
Leurs paroles belles vont inspirer tous mes textes
Grand Corps Malade et bien sûr encore NF
Des camarades aux quatre coins de la planète.
La différence c'est que eux sont bien connus
Ma résilience a fait que j'ai pu tenir
Tant de patience qui ont fait que j'ai tenu
C'est une chance que j'ai pas pu partir.
Le monde est contrôlé par des humains avec du pouvoir
Ce monde est juste fondé par des mains pleines avec du savoir
Aujourd'hui si les notes ne suivent pas t'es un échec
On se prend que des mots qui nous mènent vers la défaite.
Faut réussir ses études sinon tu finis à la rue
Ça peut paraître débile c'est comme ça que les génies moururent.
Des génies incompris qui n'ont pas réussi leur vie
Mais avec un avis sur ce qui leur faisaient envie.
Moi je sais plus quoi dire pour faire changer votre avis
Pour décrire leur vie ils utilisent l'autobiographie.

What's the tempo / BPM

my dream is to make the songs I write a reality.... I think I will be using this , it goes amazing with something new I wrote 💋💋

everything is on fire, everyone but me
I can’t do anything but hear the burn and see the screams
the people I love forget the material things
but no matter how hard I try a hero I can’t be
when I’m wishing for the same pain I see
I’m begging but I can’t feel anything

Wondering why I’ve never knowing a single feeling
Wondering why I also wish I was burning
Wondering why when I look down at my hands there’s gasoline
Wondering why it hurts so bad but won’t ever kill me

but

how do you stop a fire once it’s already swallowed everything you love
do you bother to save yourself or swim in the flames and enjoy as they rise up

where do I even start in a Forest full of flames
when im weak on the ground but there’s thousands burning away
who do I choose myself or them to save

Ive been beaten broken black and blue
filled with thorns and torn in two
ive been beaten broken black and blue
but no one cares not even you
why you hurt me i have no clue
but it hurts what you do

am i ok to use this, not expecting it to profit however if it does we can give you 20%% of however much it gets as me and my friend are both doing this

All this guilt is eating me up inside
I don’t know wat to do all I do is cry
Thoughts on mind is just suicide
Tell me why I ate up with all this pride
And I kno and I kno that I ain’t always proud
And I kno I kno life isn’t a frown
But all I kno that I kno that I ain’t alright
Fighting these demons that’s eating me up alive

(Bridge)

Put it down you not good at anything
You will never get rid of this pain
You always get played they will never change
So do what you do to take the pain away

And I’m brokennnnnn
I’m so brokennnnnn
Tell me why am I so brokennnnn
You don’t understand this shit hurts me more
You don’t understand when they walk out that door
I just hold in and it’s worser than before
Tell me why am I so brokennnn


I hide my face hiding my true self
Because I’m ashamed of myself
I wanna fix myself but I rather just break myself
These tears hurts so bad than I imagined
But it hurts more inside that’s what happens

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This is absolutely one of all time great beat. Thank you...

I the face you can tell that she's been hurt, but tries to hold it in ,scared she won't be heard, really blames herself, disappointed in the way, she failed to flee from him,
But then he says stop fighting and the pain would stop, stop crying and the pain will go but nobody know the memories what he did was a lot, took advantage of her which left her feeling worthless,
Now she's left with a broken heart,
Now there's depressive thoughts and she fails to carry on,
This drives her to the edge,
where she feels like giving up
Soul so full of emptiness
So cold and alone,
Her stories untold (x4)
She feels like she's all alone....