(FREE) Hotboii Type Beat - "Hurt Feelings"

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My mind won't ever rest I'm always thinkin' bout them and they'll never be forgotten

I'm livin' life in the dark, tryin' to find a spark
Memories of the past, I'm tryin' to keep them in my heart
I hate to say it but I didn't really choose to live
And I put this on my life as days go by
I ask why did God have to take their lives
My whole life's been around murder, and I'm tryin' to survive
Rip uncles, I lost you from suicide
Rip Kezzy, Dee, Baby J, and M
Rip grandad, I lost you lot from murder
I got PTSD from everything I've seen
I can't even sleep, my mind won't ever rest
I'm always thinking 'bout them and they'll never be forgotten


Verse 1:
My heart's been broken, my life's been shaken
My soul is crying, my spirit's aching
I'm feeling so low, I'm wanting to die
I'm missing the old me, it's making me cry

Chorus:
What's worse than wanting to die?
Cah true say my heart's rotting, I miss the old me
I miss when I had someone to hold me
I miss when I didn't have dead homies
I miss when I wasn't lonely

Verse 2:
My life's been a struggle, I'm feeling the pressure
My dreams are fading, my heart's in a casket
I'm searching for answers, I'm searching for peace
I'm missing the old me, I'm missing the ease

Chorus:
What's worse than wanting to die?
Cah true say my heart's rotting, I miss the old me
I miss when I had someone to hold me
I miss when I didn't have dead homies
I miss when I wasn't lonely

Father ‘ hello it’s me agin forgive me for I have sin still haven’t find a way to numb the pain within wen I think of life my thoughts are blank my heart is darker Dan it usually is , times I wanna it to end but I gotta think of my daughter can’t always think of my self how can I tell , people who pretend to care that I need help more Dan most in this story or what makes my problem better Dan anybody cuz everyone have there own burden to carry usually the answer to every story but I’m tired of hear it jus wanna skip the boring they can keep the glory I’ll face challenges only ask for u to guide me in this journey ahead cause these snakes no longer under grass they above the surface n play it well venting to shadow ain’t no going bac to jail it’s time for a chance no longer can survive off minimum wage hoping and praying for better days for me I hope u open ur gates but I’m in it to win it like a race and even know I hear dem shouting my name I know they fake 99% of dem want me to failed!!!!

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