Free Xxxtentacion x NF Type Beat - "If I Die" | Sad Piano Rap Instrumental 2022

the " rawaaann wann aannn" is amazing 👍

Anh chỉ muốn bỏ hết kỉ niệm về em lại đằng sau
Nhưng rồi càng cố thì anh lại càng đau
Có lẽ con tim này đã bị nguyền rủa rằng sẽ mãi mang sầu
Chương truyện về hai ta đã phải buộc kết thúc dù chưa hết trang đầu
Tình yêu là gì, giờ thì anh cũng chẳng còn cảm nhận được
Vì chính em đã giúp anh thay đổi nhận thức
3h sáng, anh vẫn thức, gặm nhấm nỗi đau mà em đã dành tặng
Anh chẳng muốn phải thế này, nuỗi buồn của anh đã quá nhiều để có thể che đậy

if i were to die tonight trust me i wouldn’t wait for nothin, something bout the adrenaline it’s hard to say that i won’t love it, cause i been racing with the devil he already knows that i’ll keep running, tryna see them heaven gates so i can visit all of my brothers, long live all of them man i wish i could just go to sleep, so many wasted nights of liquor since y’all passed i still can’t eat, struggle down so deep inside there is no place i wouldnt be, if you think that you can help then be my guest but you’ll still leave, cause i been through all this before i already know how i will feel, another fucked up day for me i cannot tell if this is real, taking red promethazine and mix it with some other pills, flashing lights and screaming sirens empty stomachs sweats and chills, worried mother with all my friends around me see my eyes roll back, dropped my cup of lean then i dreamt of you and that was that, she said i miss how we were not who you are them drugs are bad, if you take one more pill if you die you wont come back, if i had the chance to change then trust me i would take it, roll up another blunt with a couple drugs then i face them, i don’t really talk to people most the time they always fake it, the only thing i’m focused on is my dreams but i’m still waiting, i have such a frozen heart might just use it for my ice, pouring out the bottle inside cup mix it with some sprite, never really cared for love i only thought of you at night, party til the sun come up off them drugs n don’t think twice, sometimes i really feel like my story’s never heard, so i tell you but before that just remember i been hurt, didn’t want her to ever leave but that’s i lesson i had to learn, but because of that ever since i felt like i have been cursed, sold my soul up to the devil only for a couple a percs and, drugs and lots of money but that shit still ain’t workin, they say there’s a route to change yourself but why am i still searching? and if you want to be honest i’m still climbing to find my surface, if i were to die tonight trust me i wouldn’t wait for nothin, something bout the adrenaline it’s hard to say that i won’t love it, cause i been racing with the devil he already knows that i’ll keep running, tryna see them heaven gates so i can visit all of my brothers

una mente brillante y una cabeza loca,
un corazón gigante pero con el alma rota
con ganas de besarte al imaginarme tu boca
solo con pensarte me siento idiota

la de veces que recé, que te pensé, que aún estando en la mierda prefería verte bien, empezando a quererme mucho más que ayer, y a valorar lo que tengo y no lo que quiero tener.

el tiempo se me pasa y noto que no sirvo,
que cuando pase página se habrá acabado el libro, si leo nuestros mensajes me agobio y pienso, te echo de menos, aunque no quiera admitirlo

desde hace tiempo se que soy distinto,
a ti te he querido casi más que a mismo
y bien que sabes que sufro de egocentrismo
he vivido de ilusiones, amor espejismo


escucho música para relajarme, para dejar de agobiarme, para volver a ser el mismo
pero cuando supe que la felicidad eran momentos, me di cuenta que el cuento estaba escrito

la persona con la que más habló ahora es mi cerebro
yo le preguntó por ti y él me transmite mil recuerdos
mil recuerdos...
enero se me hizo eterno


he sido un iluso, recluso de tus besos, sobran las palabras falta sexo, un día de estos me van a estallar los sesos, jamás me enamorare de una sosa
te quiero, pero escribiendo es otra cosa, de mis letras tu eres la causa, te marchaste y no pude despedirme, desde entonces mi corazón esta en pausa

escribir me calma, me quita la angustia, tu perfume inolvidable en mi memoria, y tus labios, y tu labia, serio todo el día todo el día estoy hasta la polla

odio fingir una sonrisa cuando estoy en la mierda y mi corazón me lo avisa, luchando porque mi conciencia me pesa, pero habló con otra y se me pasa

tus recuerdos los piso, tu foto la beso, tu carta la leo, pero nunca en exceso, pa que te lloré tanto, menudo payaso, yo sin parar de pensarte y tu sin hacerme caso.

he sido un iluso, recluso de tus besos, sobran las palabras falta sexo, un día de estos me van a estallar los sesos, jamás me enamorare de una sosa

aprendí una cosa que no olvidaré jamás
cuando te quiere no vuelve, si te quiere no se va
estaba viviendo de ilusión y tb de tu recuerdo
y fue la realidad quien me hizo ver que estaba muerto.

Por dentro, hecho una mierda, pero solamente lo reflejo en letras, tantos días sin ti que he perdido la cuenta, con la ilusión de que algún día vuelvas.


solo escribo pa poder dormir tranquilo
sabiendo que mis letras tienen nombre y apellido
lo mal que he estado por ti y lo feliz que fui contigo
en tu vida te imaginas el amor que te he tenido

no estamos hechos pa estar juntos pero nos queremos
te echo de menos pero cada vez menos
me enamore una vez y no creo que vuelva a hacerlo
me sale compararte y por desgracia siempre pierdo


desde lo nuestro a mi corazón le puse un escudo
pero ha acabado como Berlín y su muro
como a ti no quise a nadie te lo juro
lo nuestro no duró, pero fue duro

aun recuerdo, corriendo comprando el billete
cogiendo el autobús para ir a verte, chico sonriente
nos tocó despedirnos en septiembre
pero llegó enero y ya lo hicimos para siempre.

me tragué mis lágrimas por no pasar página
baja mi estado de ánimo una ruptura trágica
la cara pálida el tiempo pasa rápido
y lo nuestro fue efímero pero eterno en mi recámara


yo te quise demasiado, ahora estoy anestesiado
me cuesta recordar lo bonito que fue el pasado
tanto tiempo ha pasado que ya está casi borrado pero te sigo queriendo aunque ya no esté enamorado

y eso nunca va a cambiar
porque un chica como tu no la he conocido igual
ojalá que nuestras vidas se vuelvan a cruzar
de mi, para ti, el resto me da igual

Я подойду сзади и закрою тебе глаза ладонью,
Сердце горит огонью,
Наши чувства пепел? Нет, агония.

if I die
and not make it pass 25
ill be alright
im alive with the stars
at night

god the sky looks heavenly tonight
what wish am I being granted with?

please tell me its a night with the stars
thats my wish make my wish come true

im not afraid of the dark
me and the night are close friends around these times
my demons come and give me a problem a shooting star wish to solve them

but the only star here is me
away billion miles away from the world
at night where I can say

if I die
and not make it pass 21
imma be okay
im alive with the stars
at night

If I die will you cry will it be a suicide
If I cry will you die will you try to get a second life in your free time
If I lie will you be there by my side
Yea I'm just trying to survive
I'm trying to remind myself that I'm always by myself
Yea I don't mind all kinds of trials but the fake smiles make it alright for awhile
Alright for awhile
Bow to the night as I walk the green mile
Drinking ain't my cup of tea
Loved the time being in a dream that ain't ever going to be mine
Be me because of my life addiction is winning and it is what it is
Continue sinning
Devils grinning
Several times I've tried to stay in this sober prison and I have for 165 days now and it isn't any different
Difficulties with the signs that bind me with the memory's of being on cloud nine years of experience with a guy who has been in a choir couldn't sing sympathy to save his life
Strife is a self induced issue remembering prior to your room hearing demon voodoo the you before you leave for cloud nine
If I die will you cry
If I cry will you die
If I lie will you stay by my side
I'm just trying to survive I'm just trying to remind myself that I'm always by myself
Yea I just want to get high
If I die will you cry If I cry will you die
If I lie will you stay there by my side
I'm just trying to survive I'm trying to find a time where I was just fine
If I die will you cry

Балаң ән арнап жазды,
Әуен арнады жүрегінен сазды.
Шықсын мама сенің көңіліңнен,
Айналдым мама шын мейірімге толы жүрегіңнен.
Анашым анашым сағынамын,
Алыстасам сенің қасыңнан.
Мейірім шапағатқа толған жансың.
Иіскеші балаңның басынан.
Менің анашым менің анашым менің анашым,
Қимайтын жамандыққа баласын.
Менің анашым менің анашым менің анашым,
Бір қолымен бесік,
Бір қолымен тербетет даласын.
Анаң сені ойлайды,
Қай жерде болсаңда.
Көп қателік жасап,
Жамандыққа ұрсаңда.
Анаң сен деп жылайды,
Өмірден озсаңда.
Анаң ұмытпайды,
Дос жарандарың ұмытсада.
Пәк махаббат сезімге лайықты тек аналар,
Бұл шын жүректің әні аналарға арналар.
Баласы үшін қияды жанын келсе жаналар,
Ананың махаббаты пәк сезім боп саналар.
Жүректің астынан орын берген маған,
Балаң сені сүйеді айналайын жан анам.
Қиналған сәттерде менің қорғанышым панам,
Баласын үлкен биіктіктен көруді армандаған.
Анашым ақтаймын маған артқан сеніміңді,
Сенің артыңда көрудемін қиналмай жарық күнді.
Осы күнді кейде жарық кейде түнді,
Мәңгілік қарызбын сізге орындаймын міндетімді.

Ана деген бір қолымен бесікті тербетсе бір қолымен әлемді тербетеді,
Шынайы махаббатқа аналар ғана лайықты,мама бұл әуен шын жүректен өзіңе арналады.

My music will be recognized someday 🎶 thanks to your beat🎧

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Tu m'a donner ton coeur
Tu m'a donner ton corps
Tu ma donner t on amour
Mais moi j ai fais de la merde
Bébe je regrette
Putain t étais mon remède

Aujourd'hui mon coeur est malade
Je fais pas de bruit mais au fond je suis pas bien
Quand t est partit tu m'a lisser derrière
J ai fais la fière j ai fais la fillette
Je le regrette mais merde je peux pas revenir en arriere
Je suis sous flash de label
Et j y repense quel point t est belle
Sache que je ferais tout pour que tu me revienne
T est la seule qui m'a réveiller
Il reste ton odeur sur l oreiller
Tout les soir je pleure
Si tu savais tout ce qui se passe dans ma tête
Si tu savais ce que ma douleur aimerais te faire part
On dirais une bête en cage
Qui attend juste que je lâche
En ce moment je me sens seule
Je crois que cette fois si je suis tomber au sol
Et la y aura personne
Qui pourra empêcher que mon heure sonne
Le coeur en miette le cerveau en perte
Dans ma main droite le pet
Et dans l autre le flash de la veille

Je me suis perdu sur ma route
Bébé faut pas que tu doute
Je te jure que je serais a l écoute
On se serrera les coude

Great job Raspo💞🌟

beautiful

hey raspo lets do a collab or something💯

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i love itttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

I've had enough of all those things
I don't recall what happiness is
What would bring me relief
Would I ever be able to feel at peace
My body shivering in the balcony
I'm at the very edge not for a better sight
Waiting for a sign
I would give up my ambition
And give myself to the sky

What if I die
What if I die
What if I die

These things take a lot of time. ? Beacuse good🔥🙏

Keep going my men🔥🥰🤌💙.........can u be my producer😭😭🙏 there's somethings I need to get out of my chest and the only way for people to know is by making music bruhh!!!!!! Plsssss

I will be legendary 💯

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Te quedó perfecto amigo! ❤

Respect from Kazakhstan 🇰🇿💜

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We blowing up yo! 🚀🚀

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Yo man I used your miss me beat and credited you ... Hope you checkout I did on it.

your work is perfect Raspo 😮‍💨♥️♥️

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THE BEST 💪💪💪

What a nice beat,it's emotional 🥲

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Yeah nice🙌🏻

Love the vocals, made the beat sound so emotional, the melody is just beautiful yet there's so much emotion in it❤🙏🏽Like always Thank you Raspo❤🙏🏽

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Bro 👌👌

<3

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Nice ❤️❤️❤️

ok some bater😢💔🇪🇬

Okay, this might be the most well balanced beat I've heard for awhile now. This is truly on another lvl, the atmosphere, the timing/pacing, the set of instruments... this just feels... whole. You just earned a sub, my friend. 🙏

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You are the best producer no cap 🙏🏻

this one is so emotional!!! Definitely a NF beat 🔥🔥

Yesssssssss ❤️

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