Grieving while Celebrating and Why I Flew Home to Canada Alone | December Vlog

Thank you for sharing your blogs. I can really related to all these moments

levi is the cutest 😭

Ohhh, the part where you mentioned how your son has made you feel reignited with christmas and everything, got me SO emotional. I applaud Tom for being so thoughtful with the birthday cake too!!! You have such a beautiful family.

Do you move Levi around a lot when he sleeps? He’s developed flat back head.

His little laughes were absolutely everything, and they made my heart happy and gave me a little smile. 😊 I'm so sorry for your loss. Even though I am 42, and my Grandma is 87, this is honestly my worst nightmare. Even though I moved about 5 years ago to a place that, let's just say I never wanted to live, to be here for my Grandma, and my Momma. We live in the same house right now, and I still worry. Even while I am so close to them. It is still my worst nightmare, and I am here with them every day! I can't imagine the sadness that you have felt while still trying to be there for your partner and your son. Much love to you! ❤ I have never lived in a different country from my family, but I did live in California for about 6 years, while most of my family was back in Ohio, Alabama, and Texas. Even that was super hard! So I can only imagine. Once again, I'm sorry for you and your family's loss. Huge big hugs to you all!!! 🤗 keep being awesome, girlie!❤

China doesn't have rsv🤨

Love hot Turkey sandwiches with gravy yum😋

Check out that little Levi slam dunk under the Christmas tree! 🧡 he’s got those Basket ball skills down! 🏀

My Dad passed away in November, and the holidays were a pretty sad time, but it also kind of reminds you how short life is. So you grieve, but you also try harder to capture the little moments with your loved ones as much as possible.

I love how when you had your baby, you didn't forget about your first baby, Rosie.

I just found your channel the other day and I'm so glad I did! Also Im so sorry for your loss, I'm unfortunately no stranger to losing loved ones but grieving is not a linear process and it is a process we have to do congruently with other tasks or emotions, be patient with your self and dont forget to give space to yourself to feel your feelings ♥Also as a side note, your child could be the Gerber Baby he is so FRIKIN CUTE 😍 I almost overloaded on the cuteness when he was rolling around under the curtains playing hide and seek with mom 😭

Do you still have your house in canada?

So sorry for your loss

Levi is so gorgeous! He is beautiful! You and Tom created this little life....such a miracle! Taylor, how are you such a good mom? Did it come, naturally? Were you ever afraid to become one? I grew up in a really dysfunctional family, so having kids always seemed too normal, for someone like me. I just don't think I'm "normal enough", to have a kid. I don't know how to explain it. Anyway, thank you for sharing your life with us. I am so happy for you (and Tom), and your growing family!

Those little human mistakes like buying the wrong pan size/not checking your oven and sending your husband out for pick-up when you paid for delivery are so nice to see. Might sound a little funny, but we're all just doing our best out here!

haven't seen your videos in a long LONG time, im barely on this account so im just now checking up on who ive subscribed to when I was a teen. this makes me tear up and smile. your baby is SOOOO precious and so beautiful. :"))

Thank you for always being so real and kind

My condolences to you Taylor. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

my condolences

i think levi got more presents on his first christmas than me in my entire life 🥲 really makes u realise the difference in your upbringing

Ooof i know those flights were expensive AF. We wanted to go to China to see my husband's family before they locked down again but tickets were already so expensive. They're starting to come down now. Glad you're feeling better and got to see your family. I like watching yours and Meghan's video's. They're so calming and remind me there's still wholesomeness and peace to be enjoyed in this world.

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You are rich. You can do and don't whatever you want! SAOPKSAPOSKAPOSK

I am so sorry about nana, she reminded me a lot of my nana. You seem to really have all your ducks in a row, I’m happy for you, you deserve it. I know I’m a bit late, but I wanted to say I have been having to focus more on my family lately, we are having a hard time.

you guys are pretty wealthy for your way of living in Hong Kong nice big house.

Really beautiful family 👪

man that baby gonna be set for life

Just know, you get to always cherish those memories. I never got those memories, I never had any family. When I’ve lost a pet it feels like the end of the world, but the memories make up for it. So sorry for your loss ❤ I can’t imagine

So sorry about your Nana. Your family is sweet. Thank you for sharing these moments ❤

Hello nice family 💕💘😺
Your son look so very cute
I hope always happy and have nice day 💗💗💗💗
Full watched here Friend'

I just discovered your vlogs and I'm so totally hooked. Huhu! Starting to do a marathon!

All women should have a Chinese husband

ik i’m watching this late.. but i lost my grandmother this year too (2022). it all happened so quick. so i feel for you. so so sorry taylor ❤

Yes it'll take a while but you will understand that you can grieve and still be thankful and happy for that what you still have in life without feeling guilty.

I feel this , my grandfather passed in Dec also and we had our third child in July of the same year so it was hard to let myself be happy and celebrate with the kids while grieving the loss of a grandparent.Happy you got to spend a few days with her and Sorry for your loss !

Hi Taylor u have nice baby and dog with yr husband > Tom … happy family u got very nice : connect from Jim Linn ‘s girlfriend

Fanny C love to watch Yr video with yr family so cute baby and dog u have … connect me my friend Taylor /thx ( 31/1/2023 ) sender from Hk

I really enjoyed this video like any Taylor video it just took me a good minute because it reminded me of my grandpa's passing Levi and rosie are having so much fun in this 💚

That laugh! 🥰

My condolences. My grandmother passed on Xmas so I can really relate Taylor.

So cute

Levi has the cutest laugh!

Oh my gosh Levi is SO cute 🥰

You look like Amanda Seyfried! <3

Levi is too adorable 😍

The wittle fat baby feet kill me <3

Does anyone know how old Levi is here?