(Free) NF Type Beat - What Happened To Me? | Sad Piano Instrumental 2023

Folks know exactly what happened to me

How much is this bad boy

That 6.27k should be 627k.

Glorious beat fam followed you on beat star 💫 exciting craft up w you 🫡 let’s see if we end up linking n person one day for a studio sesh🔊🎶🌊💎🪽⭐️❤️‍🔥

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Crazy❤

verse 1:
remember the days when,
i wasn’t fake and
when i took some time
to see all the light
i was actually changing

remember the days when
i would stay chasing
forget bout your eyes
and i lost your smile
i was getting more faded

my heart it was full
i was happy go lucky
those were the times
that you said that you trust me
those were the times
your words couldn’t hurt me
but nowadays i just hide
when they bugs me
all of this time
i just laid there and muttered
that i was the monster
up under my covers
when i was the one
who forgot about you my brother
and left you alone to deal
and just suffer

no perfection is not what i am seeking
but i’m hoping these days that i have a meaning
all this i tried to run to jesus
but i only ever call him when i need him

i wish that i followed my own message
but i spiraled now into a deep depression
don’t need medication i just need to focus
and take in every moment
God im feeling hopeless

for six years i called you up
and for six i felt so lost
all the meanwhile i’m blowing
and i’m wondering now what’s the cost

i’ve been doing changes
cleaning up
i decided it was enough
and it ever creeps back up
i’m take a breath and say i’m not done

Congrets on the 6k you deserve the world bro 🎉❤

That ones Great Man 🤯🚀

This is a lot to take in Abyss don't do this to me lol❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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Don't want to talk... I understand the way I am....
People telling you your whole life that you're nothing without a plan.....
They want you on demand doing everything you can....
Asking for help is useless as a man even from the fam...
Take responsibility.... be humble with humility....
You can't go anywhere in life until you reach your abilities....
Silly me, I thought this was the land of the free....
Doing anything you put your mind to except being able to just be.....
Live for the moment nobody else can make your decisions....
They will lock you up take your freedom killing the heart of the village....
Making a statement taking down the best fake model......
Service on auto.... pain inside... the strong always bottle....
Pop the top.... explode a lot.... they say the best are usually crazy.....
Making a way for ourselves just trying to reach eighty.....
Life already lived the awesome memories remain....
Once your gone they go with you.... I've seen too many pass the flame.....
No name... anonymous.... the triggers go beyond this.....
No way to tell if you'll ever be what they need just being honest....
To offend to the end no point to defend....
They won't listen and even if they do others won't comprehend......
The struggles in the mind are hard to find when it's nature.....
Survival mode.... soon exposed.... the small thoughts can be major......
Having disabilities that aren't easy to see.....
They say they know how it feels, here's the deal, take me.....
Heart on my sleeve... the veins and pain the jewelry.....
Turned inside out from doubt.... here's my mind..... try to be me.....



8-19-23. 3:10am. TripPsyc.

harddd🔥🔥

Children noises at the beginning give such a great atmosphere mate... Love it !!

man this is absolutely amazing 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Wow bro'... 👀👀👀
She's wonderful... I will listen it for a long time... I guess 😅😁

Alrighty then this is deep, the children in the background the vocals yeah man

Fire!!! Melody famo!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

'PromoSM' 🎊

AYO. This one hits hard 🙌🕊️🤍