Alexandra Kay - Everleave (Acoustic) (Live in Lakeland, FL 4-14-23) DEBUT PERFORMANCE

I finally left after 38 years. It was the hardest thing I ever did. I loved him, but I could not take the hurt anymore. I am 68 years old.

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How can i leave i alwaya thought i would never leave

Amazing song writing 🔥

I walked away from a Narcissist relationship. I'm still trying to find my old self. Because this person isn't me.😢😢

I'm so sad that I'm from Lakeland and just hearing this 😢

Honey best part your young you will find life your songs are amazing its when your 68 and been married 30 yrs to a man who said he never loved you and left you...heartbreaking for sure but life goes on hopefully maked me stronger until life ends.

It took 32 yrs but i left! Thank you God! No one deserves to be used and abused❤if i can you can too!!You are worthy!

A Beautiful Song! Hope she is doing good! 👍👍🎤 🥰 🐾

💙🎶🎵🎶 So impressed

I'm from Lakeland she's amazing ❤

Please make a music video to this song

This comment secition is so very beautiful. May anyone who can relate to this song, including it's beautiful singer, heal. <3

I would have to bet Beth Crowley is one of her influences.

This song hit my feels so deep

Im doing though the same thing now dont know were things will go but I just want you to know that you have helped me m ore then you will know so I just want to thank you for everything you have done for me I truly appreciate it so thank you from the bottom of my heart

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I wish I would have known about you and your music 🎶 when you were in Lakeland FL. I live about 45 min. Away from there and would have liked to have seen you and supported your growing career. I am a bit older than your usual fans, 65 years and married for 28 years with a daughter 27. However, music doesn't know age it only knows hearts and souls ♥️. Your music touched mine 1st time I heard you today! You go girl! As Keith Urban says, don't let the "shine blockers" ✨️ 😎 blockers your shine ✨️!

I had the balls to leave after years of abuse it took all my strength I thought I was in love I thought I could change him.

No one has put into words the way I was feeling 15 years ago. Thank you!!

I cannot stop listening to this song. 24 years of hurt - I love this song!

I left, baby. Thank you, for this. ❤

This made me throwback to 1990 when I was going through it.

It took him drinking and driving, running over a man on a motorcycle killing him to finally call it quits. Best thing I ever did. I don’t even recognize myself as that abused young mother anymore. Now I’m a strong independent kickass woman. I never looked back.

Thank you for this song! So glad you were able to get out, so very proud of you little sister ❤

13 years, it took me to leave it for good, and it was the best thing that I did. My children tell me all the time it was the best thing I did. He was toxic and toxic to them. He has not seen his own children in 3 years. before that, maybe 1 time a year.

Well I’m 38 years in , and I stayed and not one thing has changed I’m just less SEEN; it’s so past time, I gave All I had ; LOVED ALL I COULD, nothing mattered, it’s like I’m here but Invisible, we’ve been through some really hard times and I keep praying God can soften his heart, and he will see me, but Nope. My advice, please don’t wait one more second, if you can RUN GIRL RUN, be kind to yourself bc YOU DESERVE IT NOW.

I love this song so much. Awesome job

Downloaded the song as soon as it released, 3rd verse was dif and I thought I was crazy for a minute. I AM IN THAT EXACT SPOT. I’m getting stronger daily.

I’m obsessed with this song … but it drives me crazy how many people were talking while you were singing 🤦‍♀️

This gave me goose bumps. I am currently in the middle of this right now. 14 years together and I have divorce papers sitting at my house. God knows I would have never left and he removed him from my life so I could see how hurt I truly was, physically, mentally and emotionally.

I felt this I lived it for 10 years 💔 if you feel this then leave there IS life after this. I found mine ♥️

I'm gonna need you to release this so I can add it to my Playlist.

I wish I could be this brave!

I cant wait for this album. Its gonna heal so much of my briken heart❤

Ive been living this life and have never been able to explain it in words... until this exact moment I found someone else was able to do that for me
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Super relatable but why can't I get the normal song with no video

This one hits so hard! I walked away after 20 years of marriage because this is exactly how I felt. Being married to a narcissist will leave you broken and bruised. I am happy now and with a man that actually appreciates me. It takes a lot of patience on his end because I think I still have PTSD from all those years. There’s good men still out there. Love your music ♥️

I left. Now I’m regretting it

after dating from 13-23 10 yrs on and off after giving my all i finally walked away

I fought so hard for our marriage until I realized I was the only one fighting. Never would I have seen myself back to being single after a decade of time lost. He was my best friend before anything else, we met when we were 12, I’ve had him in my life more years than without. If something that was that perfect can’t survive, is there really any hope of anything making it?

This one hurts...biggest mistake I ever made was being me. I'll never find another one like her

That hit so deep in my soul babe! I gave all I had left and was 3 yrs ago I walked away from 8yrs. And I've never been more fkd up and alone and empty and wantn love never again.

You putting out another beautiful song. And I believe you've been going through that a little over a year, possible almost 2 years if you look back and think back. you have one life to live and don't waste it on someone that doesn't deserve you. Break it off, the full chain you've got to stop from now on. Thank You 🥰

I may have commented on this somewhere else's story but I got divorced really wasn't that upset 18 years it had just kind of been a slow death nothing dramatic. But then I dated my best friend of 25 years who I knew was a narcissist who I knew drove the last two people he was with to become drug addicts and I jumped in headfirst because he had never made me cry in 25 years and I knew he would never and hindsight and lots of therapy I realized the gas lighting literally started our first official date and it never stopped for a day it just got worse and worse and the worst thing for me was he had an entire arsenal of everything that had happened to me in my past being r@ped the abuse I suffered as a child even specific phrases that were repeated to me over and over as a child that I have yet to at 45 empty from my head and he used it all against me for seven stupid years I wasted 7 years crying everyday I already have mental health issues he played those against me really hard and I just got worse and worse and then as with any narcissistic gaslighting partner wants I started to doubt myself. Did I really remember things wrong did he really say that and I didn't know did he really not come home at 4:00 a.m. Am I able to make this decision by myself? And I just took it and took it and then somewhere around about 6 years in it started to happen just like she says I would see him I would expect him to want something so bad just a greeting and it never happened it would be what did he want for breakfast. And I did not live with him I just spent a couple days a week there with my kids were with their dad but I remember so many times driving there or sitting on his bed or driving home thinking is this the day is this the day that I'm finally going to be strong enough My heart would raise my head would pound and I'd be shaking and that would be on the way to see him when I should have been excited but I was literally thinking God can I just get that strength today. I'm not going to lie I never did. He had been cheating on me the whole time with the girl before me I caught them and he broke it off with me and said it wouldn't be fair to her. But literally those moments where you just sit there and go I can't do this I tried and I tried to give everything to keep you happy even though I cried everyday

28 years 😢

I just went through this. 4 years and a 2 year old.

Sounds like my life after 40 years❤

The hardest part of everleaving is that you become bitter and I am still here almost 47 years married and will never truly feel joy in this life....awaiting Heaven.....😢😢😢

And so he didn’t believe I will ever leave…12 years later I finally did walked away…it was 2 years ago…never looked back…best decision I’ve ever made…

I feel this so much right now. 20+ years in an alcoholic and emotionally abusive marriage. 😭