Human Design Channels - The Channel of Judgement: 58 18

I still feel like a bitter projector sometimes… not being recognized by my old tribe for my awakening to my unique soul knowledge was tough once I recognized who I actually am… so instead of trying to fit in to the idea of being a good student to my spiritual teacher/ be a good girl etc … I eventually started working with myself on the intention of forgiveness and letting go of the idea that I made a terrible mistake choosing my own path…
(I’m a 1/3 Splenic P) so the desire to gain mastery in how to deliver what I said in the past comes up a lot from this need for constantly improving myself… and as you say- the need to keep re-testing the patterns so that a mastery will be possible … I have 58.2 in my conscious Mercury & 18.4 in my subconscious Mercury… it’s been an interesting journey to say the least… 🙏🏼 the bitterness comes from the rejections and my inability to so far create an audience with these friends ever since my gradual rejection experience started about 3 years ago… there is an uncertainty in where things might be at now for them/ am I still rejected or is it only happening as a result of me creating it with my thoughts?… (I have 47.3 in my subconscious Sun…)

it's so cool that you mentioned the first-time 'HIT'syndrome ;) I've got the whole left side channel 58/18 and 48/16 and i almost never and certainly not immediately repeat something that has given me great satisfaction haha might be the logical in me, it even surprises me that people do this by default, for me you kinda can calculate it will never be the same or as good to what you compare it with right ?? haha so funny and interesting

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I just wanted to share as a 18-58 channel myself and in sobriety, it wasn’t so much the chasing as it was the real time alleviation I would feel that warranted use over any of the negative effects to outweigh the stress in my life at the time- so it had more of a positive reason than chasing a dead experience , I do feel it recreated a sense of freedom and joy that I couldn’t tap into for the moment. I’m a sacral generator and it gave joy until I could find the real joy to keep me going at times. Eventually that wears out and using tools to get out with the support of helpers and love is the answer- but I felt the urge just to share that as my experience was a bit different than chasing the first experience. Thanks for the content Leann Wolff 🐺 💖 p.s I do agree that one cannot perfect to perfection (however) there is perfection in the moment to be tapped into (much love!)

I just wanted to share as a 18-58 channel myself and in sobriety, it wasn’t so much the chasing as it was the aleviation o felt that warranted use and the negative effects to outweigh the stress in my life at the time- so it had more of a positive reason then chasing a dead experience , I do feel it recreated a sense of freedom and joy that I couldn’t tap into for the moment. Eventually that wears out and using tools to get out with the support of helpers and love is the answer- but I felt the urge just to share that as my experience was a bit different then chasing and original experience. Thanks for the content Leann Wolff 🐺 💖

This is my only channel. I’m still confused by it I just don’t resonate w it but I know it’s a clue to my purpose

Thank you! 🙏💖🌷🦋🐞🌈

Love these videos, thank you! I am a Splenic Projector 2/4 with channels Perfected Form and Judgement. (Also have RAX Maya 3. Struggle is my theme lol). I saw both your videos on the channels individually but any insight on having them both would be highly valued. :)

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What is the difference between at 58/18 and a 18/58?