INNER WORLD: Flashbacks | DID - Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder)

Thank you for always explaining this to people who are individual minds & not systems. Education keeps understanding. Thank you.
I've been fascinated in your situation for years.
Since Chloe.
Your channel is something that I just happened upon some day.
The way this occurs is so utterly heartbreaking.

DissociaDID. Thank you so much for everything you do to help us

Hello, my name is Victoria and we're called Proletariat System. We've had this diagnosis since 2014. Thank you guys so much for your videos and the work you do. 🎉

Thank you for all that you do!!❤️ The new hair looks super cool!:) I also really love the video format. It is really easy to follow!

I came across this recently before never having heard of it before and found your channel. I’ve watched loads of your amazing videos and thinks it’s awesome that you educate about us about it openly even though that’s probably challenging. I hope this isn’t an offensive question, do you ever wish you never have DID or has it brought you some comfort?

Awesome way to describe what fronting is.

i'm so thankful i found your channel, your story and all the things i have to learn about people with DID. i find you invredibly strong and at the same time i find it so unfair and makes me want to keep fighting and spreadong the kindness that abusive humans lack. thank you❤

Your system has my utmost respect ❤

Book recommendations that are actually good and helpful???

Oh we need this one

Question for Dissociadid (or anyone else who has an answer),
Content warning: mention of suicide attempt and abuse

Out of curiosity, can alters experience NEW trauma in the inner world? Say if a memory is shared early on, or an alter attempts suicide in the inner world, or a persecutor is hurting another alter instead of the body. Obviously you don't have to answer this if you're not comfortable. Stay safe everyone!

I dont have DID but i have CPTSD and this video was so helpful bc i was going to therapy and when it got hard i quit but i want to go back and this video did that for me. Thank you Soren and system!

could you make a video about how alcohol/drugs affects fronting ?

Thabk you soren and system for all that you do. Thank you for giving me knowledge, comfort, and hope.

Thank you for the hope you spread around you, this is precious

I had an inner world flashback a few months ago. I really wish this memory stayed away. I still have yet to process the flashes of imagery we received. My Littles have refused to come out since then since they don’t want to cope with this information either. I miss them, they’ve been quiet since the flashback.

I have a question, does the inner world change? How does it change? How do different alters influence the inner world?

Each episode we learn more--Especially the persecutors and caretakers on this one. We are at 40+ alters as well.

I know you don’t talk about your littles but
Do they integrate? I mean of course they do but what’s that like who do they integrate with and what are they like afterwards?

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The idea of functional multiplicity sounds so much... nicer to us then finial fusion. I dont know what I'd do without some of my guys yk?

I've been watching your videos for 5 (!) years now, and everything you had to say about recovery made me really emotional. Your channel has come a long way, and I've definitely noticed your alters speaking with more and more confidence about their experiences. I have a different (arguably less severe, but still disabling) set of disorders, some diagnosed and others I'm still finding out about, and I find your progress so inspiring. We have so much left to learn about ourselves, and the human brain, and I'm really happy to say that I now find that more motivational than distressing. The quest for self-knowledge continues!!

Side note, I've noticed less and less tension between the psychiatric field and disabled communities/disability rights advocates, which is another thing I find really encouraging. Still an issue, esp. with DID, but a better world is possible.

I remember mutiplicity & me who had a final fusion from her did. When you talked about it i was like omg didnt she had that .

I'm very sorry you all have to deal with this. I've dealt with my own flashbacks, but I don't also have several others in me that I have a relationship with who also struggle with it. And having that pain they are experiencing also effect you. You all are so strong <3

You guys have made our system be so comfortable with sharing one body. (If that makes any sense) Although it can be so disorienting, you guys have helped us better understand ourselves. 🩷🩷

❤❤❤❤ thank you this was very helpful

I’m a system alter due to DID and I flashback a lot, due to things such as SA, abuse, and deaths. Since I’m a fictive, I have memories of my fandom, but also memories that have happened bodily. I’m a hybrid (not quite human, not quite inhuman), and I regularly feel people pulling on my ears and tail, even when they’re not. I can show this to other alters and help them understand how to help the alters who flashback, including me and our host Quillon. - Ren

Warning: mentions name of alter that has fused.

First, love the hair!

Second, do littles understand fusions? I assume, Kyle was close with some littles due to his role, did they understand what was happening? Alternatively, how do you explain fusion to littles?

this video was extremely helpful and very relevant to recent issues ive been faced with. Just watching the video brought me comfort in knowing im not alone despite how scary and confusing things can become. thank you soren for making this video and explaining everything so well 😊

I hope you guys are okay, whoever is in front in this video sounds close to crying. I hope it wasn't too hard on everyone to make this video, I know you guys make educational content but I hope you are putting your own mental health first over content <3

We have partial functional multiplicity. It is life changing. We have some hiccups with some alters, but we manage a pretty ok life. I have an ex persecutor who used to get phobia triggered and flashback triggered. It was so sad. our main system protector was a mess until he fused with a hurt fictive who was better off fused with our protector. This Fictive legit saved my protectors' life. I agree that flashback memory bleeding can be scary. That is how i learned about how we became a system (I am the host)

We just experienced something very traumatic for us and now I have been front stuck and have no contact with anyone besides just hearing someone screaming and crying off and on for the last three days. I'm trying not to panic but it's really starting to mess with me. 😭

I don't know why this video triggered a massive dissociation episode but I'm gonna leave a comment so I get reminded of its existence later when I feel better. Thank you for teaching us, DissociaDID!

I was having eyelid surgery under local. I could hear a chold crying and I knew I couldn't move a muscle. I have someone who kind of takes care of the kids. Sees herself as their "mother." I panicicked and told her to do take care of the one crying. I had no clue if that would work? The crying stopped and I could focus on not moving again. She lety therapist know that she did not appreciate feeling ordered around. I explained and apologized to the insider and we got her "job" better organized for both of us.

thank you so much for your work! <3 I've recently been diagnosed with PTSD, but I've been following you since Chloe and your videos have helped me to better understanding my situation right now and to be more compasive with myself. So, again, thank you so much for everything you guys do!

Thank you Soren. I could definitely see that you were on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster for this one. So thank you for for creating this

Yooo that hair looks so good on you guys

Not knowing the term of flashbacks for so long but now knowing it is so helpful. Having “emotional leaks” and feeling intense emotion suddenly from a past memory is so terrifying and can set me back for weeks. It’s been so difficult to do it on my own but I’m so thankful for you and your system for continuing to help others with their mental health and providing all these videos as sources of information.

ur so man core

Curious since you mentioned dreams and background processing: do different alters have different dreams? Or do your dreams ever overlap or are eerily similar?

Do you ever talk about what happened to you as a child that caused this? Or do the personalities that help you forget, make it to where you literally don’t remember? Or will talking about it cause something harmful to the system?

why did that “please don’t give up” hit so hard????? ty for saying that. it’s been a not good day and this helped a lot.

You are a blessing. Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with your experiences, I know I relate, and so many people do. Love you, take care of yourself.❤

I cannot tell you how much your channel has helped us. We discovered you when we first discovered our system and it has been like a lifeline for us. It’s been three years since we discovered, and we’ve made leaps and bounds of progress - thanks to y’all. Just. Wanted to put that out there, I guess, because your content is genuinely so important to us. :)

"And that we at least want you to stick around." I don't know why that hit so hard but it did. Thank you

I've watched this channel here and there. I find it interesting that through many integrations and name changes, Sally seems to still be around. Is there perhaps reasons for that? Is she more stable in her role or identity? Sorry if that sounds insulting in any way.

Thank you

Thank you so much for this, we really appreciate it 🫂

Thank you for doing what you do