FIRST FALL Jumping My NEW HORSE ARENA XC | I needed that to Happen!!

Cameron is so lovely and calm…..he’s a great support!

Thank you for the realness to your videos! You are such an inspiration to me and my horse journey. I wish I could give you the confidence you so deserve! Don’t stop being awesome Tina!

You’re doing an amazing job…..! Stay positive !

Well done Tina, getting on after that fall of the gorgeous Enzo. Wishing you a Happy Christmas and a Happy exciting New year 😊

What a star Enzo is! He has so much scope and athleticism. You rode him beautifully and you are already a great team. Can't wait to see what 2025 brings. Merry Christmas to you and Robbo! Have a safe and happy New Year ❤🎄❤️

You and Enzo are perfect pair ❤

Great recovery after your very first fall on your new horse! I was also pleased to see Enzo have such a calm reaction to your flying dismount😱🙈 I’ve seen even well seasoned horse’s freak when a rider has an unexpected dismount. You are doing great with him T! Pat yourself on the back girl! Merry Christmas Eve to you, the ponios, Rob, the pups, and cats too! Love from California⛰️🎄🌧️🐴🩵

I agree...this pair will be awesome as long as Tina stays interested to pushing him to his full potential...which is substantial.

You never need to apologize. You owe us nothing. However, I relish the good and the bad because all of us have been there. You are a beautiful rider and knocks are bound to happen. Enzo is very new! And in terms of real life intruding into your vlogs- I wouldn’t want it any other way. As long as you feel comfortable sharing, I for one, want to listen. Happy Christmas! Enjoy your horse and don’t worry about “messing up” Enzo. You won’t. You are far too good of a rider and if anyone says they are never worried or if real life doesn’t impact riding, they are fools or liars. Watching back Enzo is so much different than Banks. You’ve been riding him for so long That Such a dramatic striding horse has got to be off putting!

Wow! What a vlog! Love you for beeing your transparent beautiful you!!! ❤❤ Also realy love Enzo!!! You're gonna be fabulouse together in the future!!! So promising!!! ❤❤ Of coure you need time to work eachother out properly, but the bond is already there!!! ❤❤

good job Tina for staying brave

What a horse!! I think you're really brave to travel alone when you have to. I'm that person who would just not go if my mom wasn't driving me.

You two are going to be fabulous.

Merry Christmas from Australia. I just arrived home from work and your video is essential viewing. As others have said, you are a capable rider and you deserve a horse like Enzo.

What a enthusiastic boy- you are so lucky to have found him. A little bit of winter training fighting each other out and you will be on fire. ❤

It can take 1to 2 years to to really gel with a new horse.

Tina I so agree with Cam what an amazing future you have with this gorgeous boy, you are well capable, confident and experienced to go forward to a wonderful exciting 2025. I love the unbridled friendship that you share with Emily and Susie, true friends always there for each other knowing exactly what is needed at the time. Have a great Christmas break and look forward to seeing you doing wonderful things next year! Xx

Wow 🤩 Some jump Enzo Ferrari, how exciting for the future !! 🎉😮

Sharing the downs as well as the ups is an aspect that makes your vlog of such value to so many others
Sending virtual hugs 🤗

I’m sorry to say Tina but I don’t think any of your confusion or anxiety was helped at all by Cams teaching on that day. I normally love Cam but he was confusing the hell out of me & I was sitting in a chair he was stressing me out, I didn’t know if you were meant to be going left, right , up or down & for you to be trying to figure all that confusion out plus dealing with a youngster & new horse for you plus already dealing with your anxiety about your journey up there it was all a hell of a lot to deal with, there was no wonder why you lost your concentration for a minute & fell it was a lot for anyone to deal with. Sometimes I think Cam knows what he is talking about but forgets some ppl need more than a split seconds decision to change things especially when dealing with an over exuberant horse & a young one at that. I would maybe suggest either a private lesson or with someone that explains things slower & not on the move a hundred miles per hour. You are doing fantastic work with Enzo just take it at your speed no one else’s, you have plenty of time T no rush.

You are an amazing woman and you are as brave as anything or any person that I have ever seen in my life. I am 26 years old. I’ve been watching your videos for a very long time since you started.

You guys are going to be epic when you’ve figured each other out , merry Christmas guys

Hi Tina Merry Christmas 🎄 hope your having fun and relaxing. You rode Enzo beautifully with Cameron’s guidance he was amazing getting your head space straight back into it best way . Don’t forget we make better riders getting dumped lol. Stay positive sweet girl Enzo is beautiful and will look after you he never left your side when you fell off that is a very good sign.tfs🤗🎄🤗🏇🏇🏇🏇Xx

So well done! He’s mega and you can tell you both already trust each other so much! Adapting to a young one after riding the same horse mostly for years is tough, you’re doing amazing! You deserve all the success and fun!

Tina, oh my…. Enzo’s back legs were above the fence standards! Wow athleticism! Bless him for standing there for you. ❤

The struggle is real, and credit yo you for talking about it. Love your openness on the subject. Not all of us are born with the confidence in our own ability to do it right. You are doing a Great Job, and are in no way lacking the skills to produce great horses!

You sure put your big girl panties on and jumped right back on after that fall 😮 You should be very proud of yourself ❤ Exciting times ahead for you two 😊

It is SO very important to show the struggle with confidence, with anxiety, panic attacks and depression and how terribly debilitating it can be. More of this needs to be shared.
I am struggling with this right now and it it is terrifying the places you go when trying to deal with your thoughts, feelings and emotions. You can see the logic when you’re away from the horse but the mental struggle is ABSOLUTELY REAL!
Thank you for sharing this vulnerability. It is incredibly important. I wish you all the strength and happiness in your journey.

Hello Tina. I’ve been following you for a few years now and still mentally cheer you on - especially during your wobbles. Remember when Banksy’s “jolly” walk used to make you nervous? Now you embrace it and celebrate it. Just taking on a 5 year old is a huge and I hope that some day you can be proud of yourself for taking that step and reflect on your mental, emotional and equestrian progress over the years. Happy Boxing Day!

Love your vlogs.
My instructor said it takes about a year for you to understand your new horse.
Also having experience with babies, I don’t think they actually’know’ their job until they are at least 7. Especially boys!
Don’t have too high expectations, your doing amazing 😊

Bloody well done!!!! Can you feel your fingers and toes....good....get back on 😂

You ride him so beautifully Tina! What a partnership! And notice how he stopped and waited for you after you tipped off? ❤️❤️❤️

Well done Tina. It'll all work out in the wash, as they say. Keep up with your lessons. You'll both learn together. Cam will keep you both on track. I love how Em just untacked, and got on with everything while you were talking. A good groom. 😂 Hope you have a good Christmas. Hope you're ok. Onwards and upwards. ❤

Thank you Tina for being so open and honest with your progress and your own horses. You've given me plenty of courage watching you on the screen like this.
You're an amazing and humble rider. Riding is not always easy but that's why we love it! xx

I’ve never related to a vlog more and am so thankful for you and finding Katie through you ❤️ Thank you for sharing her and your journey with us. I don’t know where I’d be without either of you over the last couple of years.

❤❤ keeping it real and relatable ❤ that is why we love ya and the journey you share 👌🥰

Tina thank you so much for tackling these subjects! And what a great session with Cam! That was definitely a proper fall - bravo for getting back on. Hope you weren't too sore the next day! Thank you for all the vlogmas content!!!

What a good boy he stopped immediately when you came off..you have an amazing horse and y'all are going to do big things together.

You handled that whole session like a pro T !! You’re a fabulous, capable rider and what a talent Enzo is !! You guys are going to smash it in 2025…just keep the self-belief alive 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👌🏻💯🥰❤️

Such a real statement. Anxiety before we get on and relief embarrassment from falling off.
Having a very talented baby is such a scary responsibility for us who worry about doing everything “right “ so we don’t ruin them. Ridiculous emotions that can manifest our worst nightmare. You ride beautifully and Enzo is quite fabulous. You both are going to be amazing. Enjoy!

Great job Tina and Enzo! You are so lucky to have Cam as an instructor. He is awesome. Believe in yourself, always! You are good enough!

What a talented new boy you have…thanks for discussing how you’re feeling when it comes to your new boy & life’s issues that impact our pony time…I’m on a new boy now & have been finding I’m having crazy anxiety when thinking of getting in the saddle with him which does my head in as he’s by far the quietest boy I’ve ever owned but like you once I’m up there…there’s nowhere else I’d rather be…it’s doing my head in as old me would get on anything without a 2nd thought. Thanks for sharing that we all experience moments like this 💕

Hardest thing to do is let go. Good job!

Oh Tina I wish I could give you a hug. It's completely okay to say you're not okay. Life can be so scary and when things are out of your control it's worse. I've sadly not ridden since March after I broke my coccyx. I've lost confidence in the instructors I had. I ve been putting off finding somewhere new to ride in case it happens again. This is the first time I've ever broken something falling off. 😢

Tina you two are an incredible team. So much love to you and your animals ❤

I’ve always admired cams way of teaching but he really impressed me here, firm and fun not letting you get in your head when Enzo was feeling firery and I’m glad cam emphasised numerous times how exciting this partnership will be as I’ve been there with feeling overwhelmed with potentially accidentally undoing a youngsters work when I wasn’t!
I think most would have gone splat with how much expression he gave over that show jump and I’m proud of you for just immediately nipping it in the bud there and then rather than self destructing although it was quite a dumping (I’m only 26 but don’t bounce back like that anymore 😂)
People always say to me ‘stop thinking you’re not as good as you think you are’ and I never believe it but now I see it as you’re more than capable and never publicly give yourself enough credit for what a good jockey you are (hoping that doesn’t come across as patronising I just really hope you know what a talent you are)!
He’s definitely a big change to banks with a very different engine and the pressure of teaching a young horse can often become very loud in the brain subconsciously!
Very excited to see what comes in the future, you’ve definitely clicked and he’s a horse that certainly will do you a lot of good!
Happy Christmas and hope you have a nice new years!
Thanks for all the effort you put into giving us viewers an exciting channel to watch over the gloomy months, I’ll never get bored of rambly chats especially regarding mental health, I’m really sad to hear you’re having a hard time but it does lift some weight someone being brave enough to share it to know no one’s alone!
Here’s to lots of future fun x

Tina, you are a brilliant rider (you just don't realise how good you are) and you know what to do to improve not only your riding, but also with Enzo and his training to make your partnership better and better. Negativity and thoughts are difficult to surpress, but with the help and guidance from Katie, you have the tools in your toolbox to help you master any situation at any given time. Believe in yourself more, Tina. And, Cam is right, you have everything that can ser you up for Novice in the future, and I bet I'm not the only viewer that can't wait to see this incredible partnership flourish and go from strength to strength. Be proud of yourself, Tina. 😊

Trigger Warning Therapy Sessions are discussed in this Vlog, with the intention of helping people know that it’s ok to not be ok & to seek help without any shame and that it’s important to talk and not build everything up inside.

Also apologies for the sound being a bit poor in the intro it was extremely windy at Pontispool that day ~ I hope you can hear and understands it ok but any questions please do ask, and thank you all so much for your support with Vlogmas this year xx