What It’s Like To Lose Someone To Suicide

I love y’all

Sometimes I feel like I made it and that I'll be ok. Other times I realize I haven't and Im not.

Why even bother trying when you only get hurt and laughed at...

im just struggling.

i have my family, i do well in school, i have friends but thinking about killing myself is what matters me the most. I'm just tired living here.

We live happily then life happens. Peace is afterlife. You live than you rest. Courage is not everyones cup of tea. You work hard when life happens. You loose when life happens. What stays in stays in. Temporary is not perenial . Perenial is permanent. Life is permanent and pain is

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Im in pain every day, night, week, month, year and it'll never end. Pain is normal thing. Sometimes, i want to kill myself because of my losts and depression. After all these thoughts i know life is the most valuable thing a human can have. Nietzsche helped me. Maybe, a philospher can help you maybe just a homeless man could fix ur problems. who knows maybe you're ur own psychologist and you dont need someone to help u. In fact maybe you can help the others. Take care of yourself.

Talking won't help, words are just sound

My girlfriend took her own life. She didn't ask for her money back. I wanted to protect her from her self but. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to cope with it. I never touched her money. I don't even want to use it. Nuff said.

i have lost 5 friends this year 2023 from suicide and all i feel is pain now and i think i may go now.

i dont get why every single friend ive ever had cut me loose within 2 years of my moms suicide.

Recently a childhood friend of mine died by suicide (he hanged himself) and its awfull feeling, somehow dosent feel real yet. Cant imagine what his parents are feeling right now, RIP Renato.

The only reason I am still here is because I don’t want to destroy the people who for some reason love me. I resent that fact a lot of the time, because it means I am stuck and can’t end end the never ending pain

i am the exact same as all of these people in this video. i lost my crush to suicide. he committed suicide last september and i didnt find out until december, december will be a year ever since i found out. finding out was by far one of the worst things to happen to me. people in this video said that losing their loved one to suicide caused them to feel depressed, this loss hasnt made me depressed, but it definitely does have long-term negative affects. it's been almost a year and i still cry thinking about him, i just cried over him a few minutes ago and i was feeling chest pains. my life hasnt been ruined over it, but i will never be the same, his death forever changed me. im not the same person i was before i found out. to anyone reading this who may be contemplating, please get help before it is too late and you act on your feelings. you may think nobody cares, but you are wrong. you could be somebody's world without knowing it and you dying will ruin that person's world.

I'm currently contemplating suicide and I keep coming back to this video

Miss my big sister so much no one understands she hung herself in February and it’s just not getting any easier if I didn’t have children I think I wouldn’t be able to carry on

Today I just remember when this video came out. The name of the channel was Other, at that time I was in a season of deep depression, and the only thing that kept me alive was thinking about how this would affect my mom, so I didn’t kill myself. I remember when I watched this video, it brought me to tears at the time. When I was with no perspective or purpose, my only desire was to stop the pain. But through this, I found God, and he saved me from depression and gave me life. My prayer is that everyone who is through this dark season finds a way in Jesus to get out and see how precious your life is. God bless.

I am only still here because of what it would do to my family. I resent having to stay here for them. If my family wasn't a concern I'd gladly take my own life.

I would be devastated if anyone on this video acts on their sadness. I've been there and it does get better, it really does. I promise. 💔

No one is alone but also not anyone is together😢

When it's a choice of kill yourself or be tortured to death, it's really no choice...

I am not selfish. It is just what it is. It's not like I would do this just to hurt them, but I have no other option. I would not choose to do this, this is my only option. I will have to do this. This is the only way.

Everyone in my life would be fine without me. If I cut my life short, it would definitely not affect their day to day lives. They would still take care of themselves and they would still be able to function.

Dont kill yourself take tren

Some people simply don't belong in this world... There’s no good reason to spend one’s life miserable, living in a place where they are unwelcome...

Life's hard but the struggle to keep yourself alive is harder

If you feel suicidal seek help immediately. Go to the hospital and tell about your sucidial thoughts. Its important to reach to a psychiatrist if suicidal thoughts are caused by depression or any other mental disorder. Depression and other mental illnesses can be very well managed with medication and you can live a happy life, dont end your life, its worth living. There will be a lot of positive things ahead and you will be grateful. Key things are reach to a psychiatrist, talk to a psychologist, talk to a friend, talk to a family member, call emergency line. And remember, be honest, tell how you are really feeling, then you can get the proper help. I will say again that the most important thing is to get to a psychiatris and you will get better, they are trained professionals.

I'm watching this becouse I'm having thoughts of death.

Stop complaining, making it all about yourself and playing victim, suicidees are the real victims here, the loss here is theirs, not yours...

My aunt kathy shipman treated one son better then the other and it led him to kill himself rip cousin

I miss myself

These comments are truly worrying me.

trying not to die is exhausting

Well imma leave a link to this videos to my family after i end it , at least to help them cope bc i cant keep goin and im sorry

I try to kill myself all my family pass away. I think I live without my family

Nothing, but people capitalising on others' death, suffering and misery here...

Any time my suicidal thoughts spiral out of control I just watch these types of videos. I don't want to hurt the people who deeply care about me and I have so much to live for. My life isn't easy, but it doesn't matter. I matter.

All the people allegedly trying to "help" give these great "helpful" advices, like "talk to someone" and all the other nonsense in that manner... "Talk to someone", yeah, great, now what they forget to explain is how is that supposed to even work and be a "helpful advice" if you literally have no one you could talk to even if you wanted to? How do you talk to "someone" that doesn't exist? The only things some people have to talk to are things, furniture and their reflection in the mirror... At very best, some can have pets... Some don't even have any of that... Or, as alternative, how can talking to someone who only mocks and abuses you for the things you say can possibly be "helpful"? What effect can that possibly have? Some people try to "talk to someone", they get punished for it and learn their lesson that that is not an option... If they don't want get hurt more than they already are... When you say these "genious" thought, you should first think about, how is it supposed to work on practice... Otherwise, it just comes off as simple plain mockery... And that is a thing no one needs to endure...

Look at them. Look at their faces. Look at their barely-contained, sickening, face-sprawling smiles. There isn't even a shadow of regret or remorse on their faces (especially on the dead daughter's mom, she's the worst!). And their monotone voices, spitting out pre-learned speech. No, they're just happy they got their evanescent moment of glory. They get to play victims when in fact, the real victims died in agony. This charade is absolutely disgusting it makes me wanna retch. Does a person really need to die for you to finally get the idea that you need to be better and kinder? And if you really cherish the memory of them, you certainly shouldn't be blabbing about it in public. Let them rest in peace.

Well i am not leaving anyone behind. The people i love have gone before me. Its my turn now.

Life is a very cold, lonely and sad thing... Time just goes on and on... but, for you, it all just stays exactly the same, no matter how much time passes, life remains static and the same... Or rather, it only becomes worse as you grow weak and sick from constant non-stop loss, overexertion and exhaustion... as time passes, you only grow weak, old, frail and die...

I don’t really care what they say here. I still wish to die and like I said before life sucks and it’s better to end it all then live a life

Life sucks and it’s better to end it then live life

"The truly courageous stance is to admit that the light at the end of the tunnel is most probably the headlight of a train approaching us from the opposite direction.”

All that awaits in this world is neglect and abuse which lurks behind every corner and greets you on every step... No one's ever going to give you even a smallest chance to live and feel alive... So, you wither away, completely alone, left, ignored, neglected and hated by everyone, until you are nothing, with no one ever caring about you, while people only walk over you, complaining that you inconvenient them... Sad reality...

My brother attacked me and killed my dog a few days after I turned 20 when he was drunk. I'm 27 now and I've lived my 20s feeling more dead than alive. I have permanent head damage and I know I have anger issues from it. The pain flares up so much i end up having ocular migraines. I can't see myself living past 40. It's hard to have any ambition when you can't see yourself living them.

When you feel that no one actually cares about you, that your existence is meaningless dead-end burden, when you never feel anything "good", you have no reason to waste energy to struggle to keep it... Death becomes the relief... from a thing that you simply don't need... No one in their right mind is going to torture themselves to uphold "life" that has no gain... If life means only loss, dying is rational and natural outcome... Because no one needs a gratuitous loss for themselves..

Damn, I need some help

some one from my school killed herself yesterday. i didnt really know her that well but ik she was really sweet. she was so nice. and so pretty. but people from our school bullied her so bad that she took her own life. i feel horrible for her