Dave 'Starlight' Type Beat - "LONELY DAYS"

I've got no love for this world whatsoever
Cos I remember growing up seeing nothin but terror
All them walls, they're starting to cave in
From what I've seen, nothin worth saving
The thoughts in my head make me know there's a devil
But I'm still on the grind, progressing the levels
I used to see nothing until my senses awakened
But they only made me see the anger and hatred
The struggle got me racing and the pleasure got me craving: more money, more sex, more fans, more head
All this fame has given me dread
Yet I'm still alive, not yet dead
Integrity and loyalty are my two best traits
I'm on this music ting to become one of the greats
Moving like Bernardo the way I see this silver
My life seems crazy, it's no thriller
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When you're up on top it's nothing but lonely days
When you're up on top it's nun' but relentless praise
When you're just like me, shooting like Faze,
You better take it all in before those lonely days
x2


I don't hang near all that commotion
It's all about being in a different motion
Drinking Hennessey like a special potion
Beats so wavey, man's in the ocean
They say a real man can't show no emotion
But I break that stigma, I defy the notion

I'm a real man and I wear it with pride
I'm not afraid to show what I'm feeling inside
Strength and confidence, no need to conceal
I spit my truth and I'm still keeping it real
No masks, no barriers, pure authenticity,
That's just what this country lacks politically



I still remember her, those cute, blue eyes
She walks with majesty like an angel in disguise
Her laugh is addicting, that's one of her jewels,
But things get in the way, life is too cruel

When you're up on top it's nothing but lonely days
When you're up on top it's nun' but relentless praise
When you're just like me,  shooting like Faze,
You better take it all in before those lonely days
x2

Hit 💖

eu sei k tudo tem k mudar um dia
sei k nada cai do céu nessa vida
k as tempestades fazem parte sem fadiga broo e do poço k se vê a subida x2

é do poço k se vê a subida (do poço)
do poço vêm choros de brigas
internas fadigas minha mente ta sem pilhas minha alma cansada e ferida
mas la n fundo vi que o caminho é p cima
no fundo vi k a mnh luz tb brilha
do fundo vem a força pras conquistas
o poder k motiva e nos leva a vingar

no meio das tempestades eu devil eu confesso,só confio na mnh pessoa
eu aprendi a largar o resto
vi k muito é pouco..
e ter poucos é uma benção
n meu peito tnh dor k n pode ir c vento

la n céu a mnh estrela brilha guia e ilumina
meus dias ficaram cinzentos desde a tua partida
legends neva die broo tas comigo acredita
dor n peito k n sara yoo por mais k sorria

cota dss wake up acorda
limpa as lágrimas puto ngm se importa
ataca a life ou ela t devora ataca fast antes da tua hr eu dss god proteja as minhas costas ilumine o meu caminho k do resto eu trato
ilumine o caminho elimine as cobras
n me deixe cair em tentação nas manobras
amém

Vous c’est d’la trap , mois j’fais que d’la mélo.
Je répète moi je fais sur dla melo.
A mes côté , si y’a heja j’sais bien y’a aymen mon frero .
T’as compris , y’a aymen mon frérot

Avant de sortir

This beat is amazing👏🏼. Please don’t ever take this down lol. On repeat🔂

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Holi holi ho jana ae door
Thodi akhan ne hi dassya janab
Chakke mere vall vatt di aan koor
Kinj apna ki gair nu pata

Beghar hua, hamsafar hua door mujhe mera sach dar hua
Zindagi jua
Mai khali kua
Tere bina sukha sukha hua

Han
Mai nadan
Move on hone maanta ni man
Kya nishan chhode tune aje v aa tattoo tera mere khuneya
Aje v tattoo tera khuneya aa banh te
Aje v aa na tera rehnda ae zuban te
Aje v aa puche tere bare meri ma ke
Hoya putt ki dass bolda ni kakh
Injj rehna dubbeya jiven pani thalle nakk
Shak hon lagya ke tu theek ni
rehna theek kiddan jan nazdeek ni
Te hath vich gama wali mitdi v leek ni



Mai cynical so clinical hun state mein main
Kya mila fal jo diya bal hun dheeth sa mai
Mere asmaan se puch tere bare kabhi
Shuru karu bolna to on repeat sa mai


Ek chhat neeche ni par asmaan to ek hai
Dekhte jo sath rat mein chand bhi ek hai
Kabhi chhoda jise chaha armaan bhi ek hai
Tu mere se puch
Apni jaan bhi ek hai

I may need a dora
Cause i need to explore her
The way shes needs her backpack
Its the way that i held things
Fuck showing girl love
To just bend down and give her a Wedding ring
I may be obessed
Atleast i have lefts of u in my mind
Cause ur frame is clogging my mind
The way shes Am on the chain
Thinking its Time
The way its shines
Makes me thinks shes blind

will ich überhaupt heilen?
oder lieber in verbindung zu dir bleiben?
bleib ich mit dem kopf bei dir stehen
um nicht weg von dir zu gehen?

Ja ich sitze um halb drei und ich schreibe
In meinem Kopf sind so viele Zeilen
Diese Dunya ist ein Nehmen und Geben
Doch ohne dich Schatz gibts kein Leben

ich glaub an uns in einem van am reisen während wir ein gutes essen verspeisen
was sind wir und wo stehen wir gerade
gute freunde ja das ist keine frage

zeit heilt alle wunden
diesen satz wiederhol ich seit stunden
Ich lüge mich an damit ich es endlich glaub
deine liebe hat sich aufgelöst wie staub

Amazing bro, keep it up❤🔥

Mon cœur en vrai il va mal
Donne une équipe on les fait
93 Zola on fait mal
Ta juste a guettez les fait
J'écoute pas tous ses mito
Au comico on mitonne
Si Momox passe en moto
Tu vivra ta vie en tombe
Chu pas la a faire des don

Cuidado aonde vc pisa meu nego
ce é preto e por isso os cara vao alem
cuidado nas ruas, sempre que sair pede a Deus muita ajuda e diga amem
nem em todo lugar q nos vai ser bem vindo, entao faca suas preces e foco no bens, yo, muita cash minha garota se foi, mas meu dinheiro ficou, eu nao fiquei pra baixo, fodase o amor, hoje eles me olham como se fosse um mal feitor, eu vim salvador, sai da bahia, mas ninguem rancou minha dor, eu segui olhando pro ceu, olha pra esse pivete, oq se torno

i hate the intro

I remember all those days i wasnt even eaten, all the days that i was broke. You can keep your love cuz i dont really even need it. I done lost all of my hope. All these demons keep on chasin me they even creepin, and they say they want my soul

All these demons keep on chasin me they even creepin, and they say they want my .....

You aint gettin sh*t better get back, i aint got no time for games or the chit chat, i be quick to pull right up with a big strap, last thing that mf heard was the click clack
I be tryna get even i want some get back, yall will be lucky if you even find him intact, yeah i aint stoppin till he gone and thats big facts. I ain't stoppin till he gone and that's big facts

[Intro]
Yeah, c'est l'histoire d'Andrew,
Un mec qui doit gérer ses émotions, tu sais,
Mais surtout sa colère, ouais, écoute ça.

[Couplet 1]
Andrew, il a grandi dans un quartier pas facile,
Toujours en proie à la colère, il en est fragile,
Un tempérament bouillant, des démons intérieurs,
Quand ça dégénère, ça finit en bruit et fureur.

Il sait qu'il a un problème, qu'il doit se contrôler,
Mais quand l'adrénaline monte, il a du mal à s'apaiser,
Il cherche des solutions pour se sortir de ce cercle,
La colère le consume, il veut briser ces fers qui le serrent.

[Refrain]
Andrew, écoute-moi, tu peux changer ta vie,
Trouve la paix intérieure, ne reste pas meurtri,
Apprends à gérer tes émotions, trouve la sérénité,
Andrew, tu peux y arriver, crois en ta capacité.

[Couplet 2]
Il se réveille chaque matin, avec cette rage en lui,
Prêt à exploser à la moindre provocation, c'est ainsi,
Mais il sait qu'il doit se battre, changer sa destinée,
Trouver des stratégies pour dompter sa colère, s'apaiser.

Il se met au sport, trouve dans la sueur un exutoire,
La boxe devient son art, un moyen de canaliser sa colère noire,
Il fait face à ses démons sur le ring, frappe avec fureur,
Mais en dehors, il cherche à être un homme meilleur.

[Refrain]
Andrew, écoute-moi, tu peux changer ta vie,
Trouve la paix intérieure, ne reste pas meurtri,
Apprends à gérer tes émotions, trouve la sérénité,
Andrew, tu peux y arriver, crois en ta capacité.

[Couplet 3]
Les années passent et Andrew évolue,
Il prend conscience que la colère ne résout pas tout, même si ça le tue,
Il se tourne vers la méditation, cherche l'apaisement,
Trouve en lui-même la force de changer son comportement.

Il travaille sur ses blessures, sur ses peurs enfouies,
Accepte ses émotions, les comprend, les chérit, sans déni,
La colère n'est plus une prison, il en est le maître,
Andrew a réussi à trouver la paix, il est enfin le bienfaiteur.

[Refrain]
Andrew, écoute-moi, tu as changé ta vie,
Tu as trouvé la paix intérieure, tu n'es plus meurtri,
Tu as appris à gérer tes émotions, trouvé la sérénité,
Andrew, tu as réussi, tu as cru en ta capacité.

[Outro]
La colère ne contrôle plus Andrew, il est libéré,
Il inspire ceux qui l'entourent, leur montre la voie tracée,
Quand les émotions débordent, il se souvient d'où il vient,
Andrew, le guerrier des émotions, est devenu quelqu'un de serein.

man i spent some lonelys days
just tryna get a wage
up and down in and out
now im in a fed chase

bros grippin on a blade
if its found another case
in the whip wrong lane
too dangerous stop the chase
man i gotta do this, welcome to this life of sin
man i gotta do it, free broski in the bin
you know that my bros really go get it in
you know that my bros really go get it in

smoked a cig by the water felt nauseous
drink in my cup, talkin
port by the port shit,
don’t know why they talkin
like this ain’t biolo-G class how we
snap shots through their organs
out the C-class
pushing keys like an organ

Mein Barber ist da macht die Seiten wieder sifir ich bin fresh frag mich ob ich dich heut antreff
Mein Telefonbuch klingelt von Termin nach Termin
ich bin jung fresh stieg ein mit 15 ins Geschäft
Step back paparazzis blitzen setz ich ein Step in

Hardly mention

I know you saw the text but didn’t the message
You say “What the fuck”, girl why you so defensive?
I could hardly speak and I can’t even mention
Yea, about that one time
Yea there’s always one time
We was in the redline
I was tryn make time for you
Instead of me
It’s true
I was feeling you more than me
Type of girl to prewrite you a eulogy
Now my heart is all icy like jewelry
It’s true
You like a book of poetry
I could read you out loud
And still not get the message through
Tô me, you’re everything and in between
I’m obsessed with you and you’re obsessed with me
You’re more compulsive, that’s something I could never be
I should just drop it, cuz this shit is just history
It’s true
It’s new to me but I know that it ain’t that new to you

Don’t come at me with all
your commotion
I’m tryna show you man a different motion
Sippin on lean call that a special potion
Beats so wavey it’s like I’m out in the ocean
They say ur a real Man U cant show no emotion
that’s hard cah the streets don’t show no love
Rams on the side gotta put on my glove
I’m tryna rise up and fly just like a dove
I got loyalty to my family and brothers
Dont show love to a bitch on my mothers
Only time I like them is when we under the covers
Smash then I dip don’t talk bout lovers
Took some some Ls but I never took em back
Took some Ls but I turned em into racks
So many days I was sat in the pitch black
That was last year that call that a throwback
Now I got my head straight I’m filling my sack
Only winning taking dubs back to back
The way I flipped the game its a counter attack
I got money on my mind but I’m thinking more
The way they didn’t let me in and slammed the door
Left on my hands and knees at the floor
They didn’t wanna help me all they did was ignore
Never knew my best friend was a Labrador
Fighting for this life like a tug of war
In school they asking what’s 2 by 4
I say I don’t know but I am fucking poor
But that’s all I know
So I need to fill up the bag and fucking go
Chase the racks, chase the stacks
Maybe even sell a couple packs
But that’s how life goes
Paint a picture for me like vinny van gogh (go)
I can wait till u man see the after glow
I got bitches queuing up under the mistletoe
Can you hear the fire streamline flow
Gunna have to take this one to the studio
Gunna keep on flying gunna keep on dying
Hard work and discipline is what I’m applying
079 me cah you know I’m supplying
Only thing that can bring me down is self denying
The devil talks to me on a daily basis
But I ent ever seen a sign of god

That’s not my girl I’m in India like Asians
Friday the 13 I will chase you down like Jason
Pre that chick she be looking all dangerous
Waist hips make up yeah she looking all fabulous
Shoot my shot with woman man I always carry ammunition
Ain’t picked at random always shooting with a vision
Feel like Tom cruise how I’m always in a mission
To many at my side they asking for a decision


She thinks I’m cancer but I’m a Sagittarius
But a Pisces I’m in all different areas

Shot a bitch down we ain’t lacking ammunition
Don’t whatever we want we don’t ask for no permission

I come with a price held up ransom
I want a girl fit just like all her tantrums
Gave me one piece I need the collection
But still chill cause I don’t like fighting
Mine act fine come in clutch like manual driving
Looking all confused acting like a tourist
Gorgeous beautiful man get me a thesaurus
Girl In town make eye contact its awkward
Pull me for chat love island she is forward
I’m your type on paper cause I’ve be balling
Put you in the car you know we ain’t stalling


That’s not my girl in Florence like in Europe
Had the target and shot like I’m Cupid
Shot my shot and I never really do miss
Turned her from misses to mistress
When u step out you look all Devine
Wearing all white in ur Calvin Klein
Digging at my gold u try to find the mine
Priceless is what u see but never really find
When they dig they only get to my plane
But A dead ting only she only flying Spain
Then memories in my head start to relay
PTSD how I experience it everyday
Like the Olden days back in 1966
England winning cups Gaza doing flicks
bang 10/10 like I’m Wayne Rooney
But side tings always end up moody
When I talk I receive always cold shoulders
Getting all nervous when I talking up to olders
In school we never learned democracy
Life is all about my morals and philosophy
Money never sleeps or ever stops
Pockets so deep the fall to my socks
Invest it all I put in stocks
Now in Bali I’m swimming by the rocks

ima rap about what women have to go through and what they get from guys like SA and n*de questions 🙏

got me once i'm low
got me one time oh
got me one time
got me one time
got me one time and oh

got me once i'm low
got me one time oh
got me one time
got me one time
got me one time and oh

writing for the love of it but hate it when i make shit
pages steady raining, i've been aiming for the cover and
coming with another plan, back it out, prison break late shift
thought i saw your colours but you changed mine
heart turned turned purple,
vision red brake light
talking bout the features that you love about me
wonder if my features were the reason that you stopped that
i know i've gotta stop this
know i've gotta make it
My baby’s heart is made of gold, I pray I never let it break
and I would rip mine out my chest if she just liked the way it glistened
Drowning in self hatred that’s a special type of christening
i feel like God has had it out for me for changing my position
been Healing my afflictions with a spliff and empty lyrics
Ain’t got trust for anybody since my mind turned cynic
I’m seeing devils in my mind, but I just liken it to visions
fact I like it when they’re vivid, it reminds me of my limits
Sibilance from haters they’re some snakes I hear the hissing
been Airing sheets to dry, I got too focused on the linen
if you idolise these artists then you love the taste of sinning
ain't been hiding i've been working ain't been crying i've been gifted

got me once i'm low
got me one time oh
got me one time
got me one time
got me one time and oh

got me once i'm low
got me one time oh
got me one time
got me one time
got me one time and oh

Me and you lonely lovers
Like a new york twin towers
Like an unraised flowers, but it don’t bother me a lot , only thing care is my bruddas

Тыща вариков в тг, но ни одной ля постоянки
Их волнует только бы побольше стояк был , но не впирает что с человеком до конца жить

I need like a rotation
Couple new girls , destination
New shoes , new froze , that Dey not need explanation

Wrote this to all the people struggling with mental health, please give me feedback .
don't you get tired of the mistakes u make
where time is just a void in all the empty space
where trust is just a black hole
and they lie to your face
you should probably speak to someone
but you got nothing to say
where you try so god dam hard
but it just all goes to waste
when you got nothing left in your body to even feel the pain
when you shed a lonely tear
on them lonely days

u got nothing to speak nothing to feel to them
u don't wanna be vocal but u gotta be real with dem
gotta do what u gotta do just to appeal to them
when ur there just to fill the gap you know they ain't Ur real friends
ur just a tiny spec
in the world
you don't even realise when your hurt
everyone you ever knew leaving you
all the people u trusted mistreating you
everyone you loved not believing you
u want everyone to love
no one to hate
but sometimes it feels like it's opposite day
and u got them times where nothing goin Ur way
when nothing feels the same
but nothings ever changed

u want someone to love
someone to care
when they say that they got u
but they ain't ever there
when they that they love you
when they show it, it's rare
the decision don't go Ur way
it's not fair

when u feel the pain is all an understatement
when you got people in your corner
and still feel underated
underappreciated
most hated
even though the people that hate
are their own haters
scrolling through them main pages
seeing all the flashy cars
famous nigga on the main stages
manipulating
you can call us crazy
but we ain't really into all the beef
into all the hating

don't you get tired of the mistakes u make
where trust is just a word and everything's fake
where time is just a black hole
and u don't ever get no breaks
when niggas stab you in the back
but better to shoot me in my face
where you try so god dam hard
but nothing going your way
when you got nothing left in your body to even feel the pain
when you shed a lonely tear
on them lonely days

yeah we ain't into all the raging
it's like society got us trapped in these cages
and we can't break through unless u got a bit of paper
but being broke and poor is what made us
you can't ever change us
keeping up with the niggas that got famous
working twice as hard as the people the are the same as us
u can't ever break us
our heart got a tough walk to break pass
but when u get through you'll know we the greatest
all the haters still remain faceless
when you come to the point
when heartbreaking is painless
and u stopped carrying a 3.5
and that stainless
they dont know what it's like to live in fear
of Ur life but

I know how u feel when u got nothing going on in there
where u feel like u spacing out
and u got nothing goin on in here
but to be honest
I feel like u worth honouring
and I'll try to keep all my promises
but maybe we shouldn't always keep promising

And I know how u feel when the pain is so bothering
Where ur so hurt u feel like vomiting
And where u got no love in ur life to keep blossoming
When ur favourite tunes on and u don't even wanna sing

I shed a tear
When I'm writing these lyrics
One more tear for these killers
Killing my niggas
So much grief for these families
Dying within it
We aint involved
but we still in it

So lemme ask you

What do you feel
When your mother's crying
What do u do when ur brothers dying
Feelings so hopeless
But keep on trying
U help th ones you love
but the love is underlying
Mental health ain't a joke
Why people denying
Being weak ain't a weakness
So we keep on fighting
Say men dont cry
Why u lying

When you get tired of the mistakes u make
Find something you love to fill the empty space
If trust is just a black hole
Then move away
Really should speak to someone
And tell the problems you face
where you try so god dam hard
but it just all goes to waste
Keep your head up don't let it rush to ur brain
It's okay to shed a tear
on them lonely days

J’phase, sur cette fumé blanche
Qui sort de mon joint
J’lache, j’ai perdue cette ange
Qui m’sert de guardien

J’vous mes démons prendre le dessus
J’crois qu’ma vie d’avant elle est finie

Is this free for profit bro?

wow

1I miss you so much
2just wanna feel your touch
3I wanted to be your king
4and give you a ring
5instead I was your joker
6Laughing way too much
7while playing poker
8How bout i pull this leaver
9and we all go back to normal
10but it won't be normal without you becca
11as you was my cinderella
12you said I was your prince charming
13I was guarding my darling
14from all the marching and bombing
15and disarming all these fools
16with all my tools
17instead she lead me on
18and ruined the whole bond


1you were my escape from reality
2hopefully we are dimensionality
3playing too many sad song
4crying way too long
5all these lonley days
6now prince charming lays in the dark
7when you knew there was a spark
8sometimes life has different plans
9but i wish it stook with plan a
10and not switch up on me like this

1never fall for anyone
2as we are all millenniums
3and you will get your heart tonen
4show no emotion
5from someone who knows
6especially dont propose
7that will end up with a divorce
8I will enforce no remorse
9why you always in my thoughts
10is this how she taunts
11heart is buried
12soul is being carried
13better start digging
14time has started ticking
15lets rewind time
16commit some crimes
17maybe you'll get a dime
18 then everything will be fine

1you were my escape from reality
2hopefully we are dimensionality
3playing too many sad song
4crying way too long
5all these lonley days
6now prince charming lays in the dark
7when you knew there was a spark
8sometimes life has different plans
9but i wish it stook with plan a
10and not switch up on me like this

1 final thing
2 i just wanna say
3 you left me heartless
4 regardless you were harmless
5 but still left me in the darkness
6 three dates in three months
7 was this a race or a chase
8 skirting around corners like Lewis Hamilton
9 I ain't your average amateur
10 I ain't your average player
11 I was a heartbreaker
12 she was a hearttaker
13 no not heart surgeon
14 but it was urgent
15 she predetermine
16 I was uncertain
17 so I put up a curtain
18 She didn't know how it burdened

1you were my escape from reality
2hopefully we are dimensionality
3playing too many sad song
4crying way too long
5all these lonley days
6now prince charming lays in the dark
7when you knew there was a spark
8sometimes life has different plans
9but i wish it stook with plan a
10and not switch up on me like this

Can I use the beat for profit? If it blows enough ill give you half the pay but itll be a long time before i drop maybe
Also this'll be the first beat I ever use and I really like it, well done with this

Bruten trust me jag fast här i knuten
Lonely days ibland knr mig mer hatad än snuten
Så kall jag blivit frusen
Borde vart me nära o kära men jag spenderat mer födelsedagar på akuten


Misären äter upp mig inifrån ut len
Jag känner att jag börjar närma slutet
O den grejen vi hade blivit förflutet
Snälla säg att jag e helt fel ute

För jag älskar dig så mkt varje sekund utan dig lämnar mig i stycke jag bryr mig inte alls om d rykte bryr mig bara om va jag tycker
Dom kan säga du e hoe men för mig du är mitt syfte
Jag va helt fast i mörkret o du du kom me fkn lyktor
Din kärlek e heroin hur jag lyfter o du tar på mig på en resa som en cykel
D finns ett lås t mitt hjärta o du verkar verkligen ha nyckeln
Du e ängel gav tbx d som demonerna dom knyckte

båda inuti o utåt du e Vackraste
Mannen utan kniv hon e vassaste
Hennes tankesätt e underskattade
Om d kmr hinder då vi tacklar d
Du tog mig t nåt bättre även om jag vilse vandrade

coldddd

incoming platinum plaque

You don’t understand how perfect this is man

This is fire! 🔥

Finally found your second account!
You thought you could hide your fire beats from me????
Neverrrrr!!!!!!!!

Meine unendliche Reise beginnt auf dieser Welt/
Ich hab auch aufgehört zu schlafen ich Brauch keine Hotels/
Ich hab auch aufgehört zu trauen ich trau nicht mal mir selbst/
Ich hab auch aufgehört zu essen also was bringt mir Geld/

crazy

I’ve got a victim complex.
That means whenever there’s friction, Ill always hang onto the fact that I’ve been screwed.
“Everyone always leaves me, kiss my teeth” fuck points of view.
But truthfully it’s coz I hate being blamed and accused.
Jealousy is a big issue of mine.
From monetary to friendships. Sometimes I’ll stupidly slice, my arm or start punching shit till My knuckles are bruised.
I want the same life as him
The media brainwashing us into thinking our lives are never sufficient.

Dope 🔥

Best Dave type beat I've ever heard, not cuz of the melody 🔥

Since I was younger I've been working hard everyday,
I'd you don't want to be stuck in a system then it's you that's got to make the play, I ain't talking bout ball games but I want to be on the hall of fame, LeBrons work ethic that's why my parents made my middle name James, I can switch it up at any time cus I really know ball, got my arsenal at the ready I'll start firing like Raul,

Hardddd

First time commenting on a video, and first time commenting something I wrote for an instrumental, but I just loved the track and thought whynot give it a go?

"Don't you get tired of all the mistakes that you make
where time gets distorted as you enter the space
With whispers all around and some straight to your face
telling you to calm down, it's all just a phase
All the times I used to pray for different days
But the difference every time just made me hesitate
I couldn't see myself moving in different ways
I just wanted to end all and turn straight to waste

I feel no love in me whatsoever
cause the time i felt it it caused nothing but tremors
Where I couldn't stand the look she had deep in her eyes
Cause she couldn't disguise that they just spelt terror
It's been a year since then and yeah i still remember
my first lonely Christmas deep into December
all the dreams of family that I had dismembered,
along with the flames of love that were now dying embers
at that time let me say my mind was all scattered
along with the pieces of my mirror that i just shattered,
i couldn't stand myself, no, not even my own image
along with declining vision, all i saw was just a grimace
all my actions all along were so far from perfect
compared to hers, elegance with no apparent effort
and if i could, I'd stoke a fire to look deep in the void,
you know, the one you can't avoid and jump deep into the furnace

prejeben beat

Can i buy it ?

I’ve got no love for this world what so ever
Cos I remember growing up seeing nothing but terror
All them walls start to cave in
Where nothing isn’t saving
The thoughts in my head make me know there’s a demon in my basement
This life so shaming
I use to see nothing now my senses has awakened
I’ve been through the worst nothing in me you can break in
But the struggles got me racing
Two hands on my head like it was a thief I was facing
But nothing ain’t phasing
I’m living on the edge like the point on the stainless
I just ain’t made for this
My life’s at its craziest
But I remember days when I felt it was the greatest gift