"Buried My Pain" - (2023) Free Rod Wave Type Beat Piano / Toosii Type Beat

I Buried my pain deep inside of a letter threw it in a fire and made it burn away forever goin hard to be better through the grind i will make it through cant be living in my past no more time i open up the door to the other side buckle up cause life's a wild ride theirs no where to run and hide cant let the darkness get inside cant let it take me over goin hard unitl its game over i buried my pain deep inside of a letter threw it in a fire and made it burn away forever goin hard to be better through the grind i will make it through cant be livin in my past no more time i open up the door to the other side buckle up cause life's a wild ride theirs no where to run and hide cant let the darkness get inside cant let it take me over goin hard until its game over think that its time that i get grip think it's time I make a move cause if I dont all I'm gonna do is lose.

It’s not a day that goes bye that I don’t look to the sky and I can’t be without you thinking of the things we been through. When I text don’t get no reply. Then tear drop down my eyes. Why he had to take u so soon. Nw I’m lost without you

That’s my favorite beats 🎧

standard lease agreement doesn’t take the tags out the beat?

Tryna keep it in d air.
Let it fly like everything I wear.
How they see mee n feel fears
I really don't care.
Cuz what I mean rich brings you right here.
like
Real recognize real the most u can get
make the best of the mix .
Never understood
why they hope n wish
deep sleeping
still dreaming
about all that's missed.
With all that miss.
Disconnect and do your own
like the sun shining n gliss...
From the root u can see it's all just timing with this sh!t
Tryna keep it in d air.
Let it fly like everything I wear.
How they see mee n feel fears
I really don't care.
Cuz what I mean rich brings you right here.
like
Real recognize real the most u can get
make the best of the mix .

Y'all check out the freestyle I put to this beat
"Big June kigfilms pain"

this is so beautiful man wow

Great work

You put the drop too early and it's too hyped up you want a good beat about pain its gotta be slow

You see its hard for me,yeah,and they don’t understand what I been through in my,yeah I’m just trying make it out so far away but life gets hard for me,yeah,can’t you just feel my pain yeahhh,🎤🙏🏾🎙️

🔥🔥🔥 wrote a song to this recording it tomorrow

THEY SAID TO BURY my PAIN BEFORE I end up going INSANE..YEA 2xs SILVER STORM CRAZY THOUGHTS R BEING BORN..MY HEARTS TORN,MEDICINE TO CALM THE BRAIN MEDITATION BALANCE OUT MY BAD DREAMS CATCH a DRAIN...Add the BEANS TO TERMINATE the THE STINGS...RAIN SOUNDS I HEAR OUT my WINDOW COMING THROUGH flowin lik BLOOD ALL THROUGH my VEINS
They Said TO BURY my PAIN BEFORE I END up INSANE...

That REAL SHIT

"I bury my pain and I get lost when the rain starts falling..
You tell me I know but I don't know how the rain started falling
You say it's my fault
But I don't know if the blame falls on me"

I'm Sick And Tired Of Chasin' Vanity
Jus Tryna Save My Family
For Twenty Seven Years I've Been A Slave To This Calamity
I Always Thought It Helped Me To Behave And Stop The Panicking
But Lately I've Been Prayin' "Lord, Please Remove This Cuz It's Damaging
My Lungs.."

Especially Our Relationship
Seemed Like Every Couple Hours I Was Fiendin' Jus To Take A Hit
Turned It To An Idol Back In Lytle, That Was Dangerous
Didn't Realize I Was Doin' It Jus To Drown Out All The Pain I's In

You See Ever Since The Third Grade, My Eyes Been Squinted
Word Made Round Quick That I Ride Committed
Alive And In It, South Side Pride, Can Feel It
Was Addicted To Marijuana But I'm Not Offended

Thank God It Ended, And Trust Me I Got No One To Blame
I Only Share This To Encourage Someone Goin' Through The Same
Ain Even Told My Mom N Dad Cuz I Don't Know What They'll Say
But Hey, At Least My Children Know I'll Show Em The Way..

God Bless - Ez

Praying to the lord that we all find a way if I make it I’ll buy Olivia a home she can stay that’s her own space for her daughter that she can raise and that’s my niece so I’m prepared to do anything that it takes

You couldn’t take it even if you a felt a ounce of my pain left some soldiers in the storm I watched us melt in the rain

Ive done some things I can’t change
I’ve really been through hell didn’t come back the same your quick to judge but we’re human and we all make mistakes so if die this a song you can replay i song that you can play

Buried my pain so deep
Now there’s no where to hide
I’ve been trying to run
Gotta run to that sky
Been to low
Now I gotta get high
Cuz I’ve been off the pain

Intro
Ya Know…My Grandfather Always Said The Grass Is Never Greener On The Other Side, It’s Greener Where You Water It…..

(Hook)
How Can I Save A Love I Never Knew, When I Don’t What Real Love Is Like I’m Just Tired Of All The Fuss & Fight. Can God Just Throw Me A Clue? I’m All Out Of Solutions, Ion Know What To Do So I Stay Rollin Up The Za I Guess The Gas Will Get Me Through

(Verse 1)
Why Put My All In It If I Can Never Get It All Back? I Don’t Deserve No Love From You If Ya Silence Feels Like A Heart Attack. All I Got Is Fragments…. My Heart Only Holds Sadness…. I’m Sorry I Am Too Damaged…. You Saw A Light In Me I Can’t See In Myself That Darkness Got Ahold Of Me I Put My Heart Back On That Shelf. Ain’t No Love For No Wounded Soldiers, On My Soul I Can’t Compete In This Race You Got Me Jumpin Hurdles. You Can Keep Ya Hot Girl Summer, You Can Keep All Your Of Your Boyfriends Ima Still Wish You Well…..Thought You Was Really Special But I Guess Now We’ll Never Tell 🥺😔

I Berried my pain an I hid away. Till the time comes I know the chance the my call me ace cause I’m always on th clutch pain in my chest world never shows no love

WHAT ARE THE TIMES FOR HOOKS AND VERSES?

Forever Rolling With My Niggaz Till I Pass Away

Livein this life of stuggleing ant no joke when u feeling the pain damzz things are so strange lord pleases help me though the storm thay don't feel the pain butah I'ma keep my head up keepin on striving there's better days ahead keep on keep on can't stop now so lord u hear me bring the rain

시작과 끝은 짧지
마치 스타카토
어제부터 오늘 까지
돈을 쫓다가도
꿈의 가치 잃지 않기
위해 도착한 곳
서울의 밤은 아직
낯설어, 도망가고

싶을 때가 있어
떠올려, 엄마의 건반
뛰던 심장의 기억
무작정 연습한 여섯살
가끔은 울다 지쳐
비춰진 삶의 명암
열정을 놓은 순간
박탈된 행복의 권한

잃어버린 야망 속에
시들어가던 꽃
희망이 되는 노랠
속으로 부르며 늘
외쳤어 상상 속에
이끌어가던 곳
싱어송라이터가
되겠다 했던 꿈

어른이 되어
향하고 있어 긴 여정
계속 되겠지
가끔은 흐린 비처럼
되는 일이 없고
운이 없는 날이 있어도
사랑하는 음악이
날 위로하고 지켜줘

Kado i made a dope song to this... It has 7k views

✨🤖🔝💪👏

This Track FIRE!

How much u charge for this beat?(is it free💯)

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I told em I’ll be alright /////// cus Jesus got me //////////////
Come a long ways
From holding pistols and busting knocks //////////////////////////
Poppa always prayed for me man shouts out man to my pops ////////////
Pistol in my face shouldah
Got hit with that 40 Glock ///////////
Or that one night with Mario
Got arrested man by the cops //////

Dream wisely

I know it’s hard I knows painful to watch your heart fall apaaart. And I know and you’ve been more then freinds for more then seven years and I know it’s only seven now she’s gone she may rest in heaven 🥺 and may your memories last for days with the past dreams like never before but now I been better the painful thoughts hit her Wenever and the dreams are strong 💪 forever and ever

May lanterns glow as resting bellow and I know it hurts but we gota let go

2×)Up the banger, gotta keep that pipe niggas bitches , they pussys they just dont like to fight thats how im living , no privilege nigga an thats my life misunderstood in my youth an for that now i pay the price

The game has changed in so many ways mothers& daughter's sell they bodies just to earn that wage fathers an sons steal an rob so they could feed they veins know how it feels to be cold an lonely left in the rain know now it feels to be powerless with nothing to gain so i keep my head high and i burry my pain...

Ima make y’all notice Me. My pain just took control on
me.
I’m losing My Folks left & right.
And that ain’t how it posed to be.
Hakeem Rutledge & Charlie Martin..
They death broken me.
I nevered thought I hadda put my brothers on a Tee..
Like Why My Sister Hadda Leave..
Long Live Bailey Gee..
Depression Itz Been Killing Me.
Raising Anxiety.

Hakeem Rutledge & Charlie Martin..
They death broken me.
I nevered thought I hadda put my brothers on a Tee..
Like Why My Sister Hadda Leave Long Live Bailey Gee..
Depression Itz Been Killing Me. Raising Anxiety.

When I was young I felt a new feeling
I can’t contain this killing it’s making me start scratching like I’m peeling my own skin I wanna hop out my own body cause even tho I buried my pain I still can’t get away from my sorrows my next move for tomorrow I don’t know what to expect next I just want to let go sn be put to rest why they take my nigga John it should have been me don’t trip im def next all this pain is too much on my heart I don’t know where to start tears start to pour an I can’t even make a word come out my mouth I just know im destined for down south hell is waiting for me devils n demons on my shoulders helping me lose myself I know it’s not ova all this pain on my shoulder it’s heavy weight like boulders
I buried my pain even tho I buried it far away from me it still comes ova devil n demons next to me like they chillin on y shoulders

You know its real when the pain runs deep
somedays i feel like im just drowning in the sea
i thought i buried it but now its just over crowding me
i cant run the pain runs too deep
if you know what i mean then you know the deal
some days you feel like your life wont be chill
So you get cold thats just the drill
some days you feel like you just killed
your soul in the pain and misery
praying to God asking him please
Can my life be more than this pain and misery or have i buried to much deep inside of me.

I buried all the pain through the mud and rain

Won't be the same them demons rage inside my damaged brain

Still can’t get over this beat. All I need is a studio to let it flow in. Check ya messenger inbox when u get a few bro.

If i use this beat in a vlog will i be copyrighted?

🙏🏾🤟🏾👏🏾🌋

Bro the lyrics He just gave me…😢😢❤️😢🥲🥲💪🙏💯

I roam this world my entire life
a stranger
to these depths of love which remain idle
to forever dry, on electric clothes lines
Standing by, a drifter
Pain triumphing at my defeat
knives piercing through the images in my mind
I wonder to myself,
“is this how I will die?”
still I am alive, having survived
To bear the pain of living without the things that were supposed to be
(fear of never finding them again)
distant cries, as I suffer to breathe
is this the debt to death I owe? No leniency set aside in this world for me?
I choke on the debris
from the fire that burns inside my soul
I taste flesh upon my tongue
and I do not cringe at all
A broken heart has made me a warrior
Those of my past, have made me a toy soldier
I stand across from the human I was
and the stranger I have become
At that moment I realize who truly won
Outside of my body, I watch my heart being dragged across the battlefield
I’m losing myself
defeat is near
upon my lips,
I taste my tears
and I give in.
I shall roam this world my entire life
a stranger
to the depths of love
that I desire in other people
Placing a body armor over my heart
I pledge to survive
then commit to evil

This is fire

Check my song loyalty out bro it's not on this beat but I purchased a licensed for this beat gonna drop another banger on it hit me up

Love this bro 🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🏾

My brother I would love to make a song with this beat I just freestyled some deep deep shit from my heart and that shit sound like a hit I recently got in a accident last year and it effected me a lot I lost my girl , my jobs my old crib my so called friends/family/brothers my trust my car a lot and it hurt me but I’m doing way much better and I’m determined to reach my goals and make it out my city, state and bring my family and real Brothers with me only people that didn’t switch up when that shit happened was the people I ain’t even see everyday and that shit crazy it changed my whole mind and the way I move real talk 💯💯💯

I made a song to this beat its 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥