not my responsibility (instrumental) - billie eilish [slowed] [reverb]

Thank you for this

I Love this

amazing pic choice

I don't remember my name, it's the first thing you miss

i love listening to this late at night and just going into deep thought about deep topics.

This really gets me out of trouble, I loved the video❤😊

this is amazing

perfect.

Now I'm at a loss as some don't like me being a kid because a kid to them is like you laughing and acting like a kid when you're happy or something, my kid would think that's stupid

I actually slept with this

kk

Tysm u make me feel good.

❤️‍🩹

This is perfection.

Lyrics.

...

do you know me?

really know me?

you have opinions,

about my opinions,

about my music,

about my clothes,

about my body.

some people hate what i wear,

some people praise it.

some people use it to shame others,

some people use it to shame me.

but i feel you watching.

always.

and nothing i do goes unseen.

so while i feel your stares,

your disapproval,

or your sigh of relief,

if i lived by them,

i'd never be able to move.

would you like me to be smaller?

weaker?

softer?

taller?

would you like me to be quiet?

do my shoulders provoke you?

does my chest?

am i my stomach? My hips?

the body i was born with,

is it not what you wanted?

if i wear what is comfortable,

i am not a woman.

if i shed the layers,

i'm a slut.

though you've never seen my body,

you still judge it,

and judge me for it.

why?

we make assumptions about people,

based on their size.

we decide who they are,

we decide what they're worth.

if i wear more,

if i wear less,

who decides what that makes me?

what that means?

is my value based only on your perception?

or is your opinion of me,

not my responsibility?

I feel fear

i love the picture sm <33 , it kinda shows how i feel while listening to this song

This hits different in my grandmas 1950s house im sitting on her couch she love the 1950s and everything is oringal to th 1950s it feels weird now im the only one in her house because she passed

I could help everyone out and i wanna but i gotta work onmyself first so i can be the best for yall

This sound is the definition of how I feel.

this is the definition of how I feel.

Very good song 😻😻😻❤️💕

the disgust and regret I feel towards myself when I here this is unbearable.

staying up all night at an airport

doesnt Even have words. Synth speaks for itself, literally love this song to coreeee ahhh

Absolutely love this, it's not really depressing but it's obviously not happy, I just feel like I'm floating in nothingness, just existing

I used to hear this when i was in an anxiety disorder, it's painful

I was unable to express how I felt for so many years. This song brings me back. Thank you for making this never delete this❤

C’est magnifique

Oh i love this so much

this puts me in a state of mind darker than anything.

This song makes me want to take a shower at 2am and put on relaxing lights and just sit there..relaxing my mind.

hi

i try to pretend but as soon as i remember it all comes back and i realize how much i'm really hurting

Reminds me of minecraft.

hits differently

For some reason i likes the sound of my heartbeat when everything is silent or when nothing is playing while i have airpods in

please may you do the original? ❤

This instrumental is how I feel

I don’t know if you’re disgusted by me.

Why do I get Fnaf Plus ambience vibes from this music😭😭😭

𝐃𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞? 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞?

This makes me feel like I’m floating in space endlessly and just passing through planets and galaxies.

Я боюсь потерять, раскрывшись, поэтому мою пустоту не увидит никто. Только дистанция и мой страх будут разделять нас.
Да, я одинока так, но если я не буду подпускать близко, то меня и не ранят.
Это простая логика.
Я уже её исполняю.
А может... её исполнили за меня... Отдалились.
Она отдалилась.
Искуственно и самостоятельно, не делая ничего чтобы быть ближе.
Слов о любви стало меньше ещё когда мне наступило 8.
Сейчас я слышу их не чаще раза в неделю.
У меня дрожат руки. Чаще чем раньше.
Я чуствую меньше, чем раньше.
Но мне больнее, чем раньше.
Мама.. Что со мной ты сделала?

relaxes my mind 🧘‍♀️

Ngl, this has an eerie atmosphere when you visit an abandon house alone 🏚️ or watching horror movie alone.

Es laverdad

This is haunting beautiful

I love this