CAPRICORN LOVEYESTERDAY they had a SERIOUS TALK ABOUT YOU and WHAT WAS SAID has CHANGED EVERYTHING!

I am not fishing for Sympathy just sharing Perspective ... The Years behind me have Ended 99% of my friendships likely Permanently ... This happened because Friends with Manipulative or Energy Thieving tendencies were Highlighted and Removed ... I have a Family of Unhealed highly Narcissistic Siblings currently Blocked with no intentions of opening the Door to soon ... So Hermit Life is My Life and the List of Relationships is Very Short ... So I do not see the Old Friendship rekindled idea happening ... At times if feels like I will be the Only One at my Funeral ... But I remain Hopeful ... Oh and Yes I am Empty Pockets Waiting for My Phoenix Self to Wake the F**k Up and Rise from These Very Familiar Ashes Around me .... Material Things? .... hahahah ... I am a Junk Yard Dawg with my Chain around my Neck Sitting in Waist Deep Mud ...