slowed music, because you are tired, listen with headphones for better experience (slowed+rain)

I'm fed up now. I feel like I'm living my life in vain. I couldn't be the child my mother and father deserved. I'm diabetic and I feel like I'm going to die. Nothing is fun. The person I love doesn't love me and I've never received my love in return. I go out into the cold air to breathe in the winter but I still feel like I can't breathe. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. And I'm scared. I wish there were people who would love me unconditionally. But it's impossible. I have a university exam (YKS) ahead of me and I can't find the time to study for the exam because of my illness. I love eating but I can't stop. If I don't stop, I'll die. I'm trying so hard to stay alive but I want to die now. Life has no more fun. I hope whoever reads this responds to me, someone to chat with, even someone I can pour my heart out to, if someone writes, I'd be very happy. Please help me, I think it would be better to die.

21 days ago my grandpa died. i always loved him and grew up with him. he used to tell me his story of him in the war. that they had to hide in the bunkers everytime when the american bombers came to bomb the airfield right in my hometown. My mom told me that one of his last words were: Der Maxi war immer mein Liebling(Max was always my favorite). When i realised what my mom said to me, i was just touched and cired.I never really realized that he was gone for good until now. Even at his funeral i didn´t realized it. Ruhe in Frieden Opa, Hoffe es geht dir da oben gut(Rest in piece grandpa, hope you´re doing well up there). I´m sorry that this is not verry long as somebody might expect but honestly i´m really tired and it´s 3:30 am right now.

Love❤❤

we all love this songs bc we are siting in a room wet or wet ot on friends but in her we all i love all

I wanna leave the world

100 reasons to stay alive:


1. to make your parents proud


2. to conquer your fears


3. to see your family again


4. to see your favourite artist live


5. to listen to music again


6. to experience a new culture


7. to make new friends


8. to inspire


9. to have your own children


10. to adopt your own pet


11. to make yourself proud


12. to meet your idols


13. to laugh until you cry


14. to feel tears of happiness


15. to eat your favorite food


16. to see your siblings grow


17. to pass school


18. to get tattoo


19. to smile until your cheeks hurt


20. to meet your internet friends


21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve


22. to eat ice cream on a hot day


23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day


24. to see untouched snow in the morning


25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire


26. to see stars light up the sky


27. to read a book that changes your life


28. to see the flowers in the spring


29. to see the leaves change from green to brown


30. to travel abroad


31. to learn a new language


32. to learn to draw


33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them


34. Puppy kisses.


35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).


36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.


37. Trampolines.


38. Ice cream.


39. Stargazing.


40. Cloud watching.


41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.


42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.


43. “I saw this and thought of you."


44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."


45. The relief you feel after crying.


46. Sunshine.


47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.


48. Your future wedding.


49. Your favorite candy bar.


50. New clothes.

51. Witty puns.


52. Really good bread.


53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.


54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)


55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.


56. The smell before and after it rains


57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.


58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.


59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.


60. Trying out new recipes.


61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.


62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.


63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.


64.Breakfast in bed.


65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.


66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).


67. Pray (if you are religious)


68. Forgiveness.


69. Water balloon fights.


70. New books by your favorite authors.


71. Fireflies.


72. Birthdays.


73. Realizing that someone loves you.


74. Spending the day with someone you

75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.


76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.


77. Joy and happiness in the little things.


78. The power to inspire others.


79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.


80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.


81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.


82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.


83. Learn new things and develop new skills.


84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.

85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.


86. Cuddles


87. Holding hands.


88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.


89. Singing off key with your best friends.


90. Road trips.


91. Spontaneous adventures.


92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.


93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.


94. Thunderstorms.


95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.


96. The taste of your favorite food.


97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.


98. The day when everything finally goes your way.


99. Compliments and praise.


100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.

Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.

Only one who loves me in this entire world is Jesus Father but I really wish that someone would love me

Papa 😞💔

Still wheres my love ?

Спасибо

I lost my dad 8 months ago and it’s been really hard for me and my family

Take me back

Dear stranger i know it’s not fair you’ve been through a lot yet so strong so inspiring plz be okay at least for me i care about you if you feel like no one else does i do your beautiful eyes should never be crying..you’re too beautiful to be hurt🧿🧿
⌒;

Man patīk šīdziesma

Jamais j'aurais aimer une personne comme toi raitea 😞🌟

I can't go on anymore..I don't want to be here💔

It’s really hard to fake a smile

hi there everyone. How you doin ? I'm a french dude but fluent enough in english. I have friends but none to play video games with. If someone is interested in a simple minecraft survival or rocket league games, I m in. Love you, wish the best for all of you 🖤

Who's here freshly single 2025💔🥃💊

Please tell name of songs

Got dumped by the person I was hellla attached to at the end of last year
They were emotionally unavailable
But I felt seen with them
They were all I cared about for a while
And I know, I knew all along it wasn’t healthy or positive or good for anyone
I knew they didn’t need me or want me the way I did
I knew it wouldn’t last and yet
And yet
I didn’t want to let go
I still don’t
I’ve learned so much and I know I’m growing from this
But I still miss them
The more I think I shouldn’t
The more I try to be fine, happy without them
It’s like with every jump the wound cracks right back open
I feel so stuck
I feel so abandoned
They felt like my answer
I felt finally saved

But they can’t save me
No one can come in and fix me
Nothing is wrong with me
I’m not defected I’m just human
I know
I know
I don’t need saving or changing
And I can’t change them
I can’t create the person I desperately want out of them
They are just another human
I can’t make them emotionally available
I can’t make them want to see me again
If they don’t want me in their life they just don’t
And maybe they’ll change but it’s out of my control
I’ll still like them
Unconditionally
Even if it’s irrational or stupid or immature
I’m allowed to feel
I miss them
I want to be back in their arms
I miss their touch, their eyes, their scent their voice their everything

You were my world even for just a little while
You and your little room
And I’m scared as hell of leaving that world
I’m scared of moving on
What if I fail, what if I fall?
What if I’ll never find happiness or safety again, what if you were the last chance?
Did you ever mean any of what you said, when you said you wanted to call me, when you said you would take better care of me?
Why did you lie if you never meant it?
Why couldn’t you have just never let me in?
Why did you show me a world only to take it away in a second?
It’s cold out here, alone, you of all people should know
I miss you
I miss you and I miss you and I miss you
Even if you don’t
Even if you only ever treated me ‘wrong’
Even if you made me such an emotional wreck
Even if

But

You don’t miss me and I can’t change you
I can’t change anyone I can’t save anyone
I can only change myself
Why am I always so desperate
Why am I so replaceable
No
No
The words I tell myself are what shape me
Not what anyone else says
And I lie
I lie all the time
The shape I take is a shape sculpted from lies
I can change it
And I won’t use my tools against myself anymore
Maybe you’re gone
But I’m free to love you to want you
I’m free to want another replacement
I’ll feel what I do
But if someone doesn’t want me I know now I can’t change them
I’ll stop seeing people for what I want them to be
I want to see them for what they are
It’s hard
It’s so hard
And most of the time I like my illusions better
But you taught them they can and will hurt me
You told me to take better care of myself
I hate your right
You told me you can’t do it for me
You told me to stop treating myself with so little respect
I hate your right
I love you for leaving me a light
I’ll hold on to it for now
I’ll build my own world
I’ll go see other people’s worlds
Maybe I’ll hate it
But just maybe, just maybe I’ll love some of it
Maybe someday I’ll feel like everything is in place again, that you where you are is where I want you to be
Just maybe

MG si la siguen escuchando en 2025 🥲❤

I've loved you, and promised to love you forever. But I feel like you wanted to break the promise. I trust you with everything, but you don't even trust me enough to tell me how you feel... Sorry I'm not everything you want me to be. 😅 I'm truly sorry.

2025❤

Same Times its hard too hard but its en the life

Quand, tu te sens seule à travers ta vie depuis tes premiers pas jusqu'à tes 33 ans ... bravant une vie que tu n'as pas demandée ... à travers les traumatismes tu essaies de survir car tu n'as pas le choix .. tu n'as pas le choix n'est-ce pas ? Car j'aimerai me libérer de mes chaînes. Ça n'a plus de sens. Je me bats dans le vent pour rien et n'être plus rien.
Si vous avez un brin de rayon de soleil, un entourage aimant, des parents présents, des espoirs et des rêves accrochez vous car l'espoir est devant vos pas

🍷🌇

💭📏

REMINDER: Someday you're going to look around and see people cheering and clapping for you but at what cost only stick with the people who have always believed and been there for your highs AND lows not just the people there for your highs

I love you prince and destiny! From your big bro to another…Crystal, elizabeth and princess play this at my funeral

Felt like crying for days but it just won’t happen yknow? I’m bitterly depressed. I’ve changed so many of my habits and began a more positive and active life but nothing has changed. At least when I was high I was numb. Now I am just stuck feeling this way. I wish I never was but still, I am. I don’t know how I gonna get a break in life. 40 years old and I’ve got no where, no one and nothing to show got my time on this earth. Maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe

🤐🤧..................

pain is so underrated.....




let that sink in......

Just half a year ago I was full of energy. I was happy for just anything... And today I listen to these songs and cry... I cry because hope has failed me once again. Once again I was waiting for something with all my heart and it just didn't come... I feel so empty...

Bro I needed this playlist. Thought 2025 was gonna be it, I guess not.

Hangi sarkı?

This will never old ❤❤

Still here in 2025.🔥

💔💔

This helps 💔 😢 😭

Jesus loves you guys 💙

I got dud the day before valentine day and my our anniversary is tomorrow 🥹🥲🙃

Ive been struggling a lot recently. I've turned to the Lord for help but it seems as if he wants this pain to go through me as a sign... I don't know I'm just trying my hardest to stay afloat for the people that I love the most. I try for myself but Im just struggling as a person. I'm losing friends, having some relationship difficulties, struggling with school, spacing out, anxiety level through the roof, blood pressures been high, stress levels have been high and idk... I need help but I don't know how to receive it. I also forgot to mention i take meds for my moods. I struggl with anxiety as mentioned, depression, ODC and other stuff. I feel like im lost but then just dont feel anything idk whats going on. I just wanna be cleaned of all the sadness and darkness in my body. I want it gone, im tired of losing sleep and not feeling like im doing okay..

I had fallen in love with wrong a person and i dont regret for i didnt speak to him or show how i love him i was right , brain is always guide you to true way

I really want to talk about what I'm feeling rn... Really.. I need a friend just a FRIEND who will not judge and try to solve my prblm just listen to what I'm feeling what I'm going through

Enjoying my last day. Soon I'll be gone but for now, for now its all okay. Life is so beautiful when you spend time to take it all in. Listening to all these sad playlists to feel good ine last time before I go. Ill miss this.

Guys hooe you'll be happy again but i am leaving because i can't make anyone happy i am just a fool that still living so bye 🙂 love you'll

Viejo que buen contenido, muchas gracias.

Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can <3 I'm so sorry you feel that way..it breaks my heart to see how much you´re suffering..but it can get better, I promise.. You´re worthy. You´re enough. You´re not a burden. Your feelings matter. You deserve to feel loved. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to breathe and you deserve to be and FEEL alive. I don´t you only to stay in suffer, I want you to be here and feel happy for being happy, I know it's hard, but I know you can do it. You're so strong. You're a soldier and you're going to win this batlle, if no one told you this today yet, I'm really proud of you!!! I'm proud of the wonderful person you are even if you don´t think so. It doesn´t matter what mistakes you've made in the past,, everyone makes mistakes!! And what really matters is that we learn with them, and I know you´re amazing despite all the things you might have gone through. If someone broke your heart, I'm really sorry, sorry for them don´t seeing the amazing person you are and haven´t treated you the way you deserve. If some friend hurted you and betrayed you or left you behind, I'm really sorry..I know how much it hurts, but if they did that to you then maybe they weren't true friends to begin with. If you lost someone, I'm so sorry for your loss...I know they're watching you from above and want your happiness above anything else <3 I wish you the best things in this world. You are important and please, never underestimate your value, because there´s nothing to compare with how much needed and special you are. So please, don´t give up fighting, ok? Togheter we can go through this, and I know you can make it! I believe in you!! I believe in all of you and I love you. You´re stars that lighten up my day, so keep shining here togheter, in this world, and I hope I made your day a litlle bright as well..I love you dear humans <3
If you read this far, thank you very much. I hope you have a great day, , night, afternoon, evening. And remember, it can get better, tomorrow´s another day, and I hope you stay...
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